Couldn’t do it this year, I don’t know how much I can handle

[deep-sleeper]

I only had a single good chance to finally ctb, but instincts kicked in and I couldn't finish.

I was so sure that I would pass away this year, that I have no clue what I will do from now on.

The only reason I kept trying was because of someone I really like who is going through a lot, but it's hard when I'm a contributing factor to her feeling worse, even if I never wanted to.

 

[braintorture]

You either care about yourself or others. But you can't do both.

Suicide is peace for you, not for thee.