JustBeingHere377
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- Apr 22, 2023
- 21
I'm so fucking pissed off. Today my dad didn't wake up because I slept through the alarm and he insists that he won't bring me to school anymore if I don't wake up on my own. I brought up the fact that mu SLEEP SCHEDULE WAS FUCKED FROM ME NOT GOING TO SCHOOL YESTERDAY DUE TO A MASSIVE HEADACHE AND SLEEPING MORE but he didn't insist and he started to provoke me saying that I won't do shit in university because I'll just sleep and when I'll go to vacation alone for the first time in Denmark I'll just sleep all day and I lost it and started yelling at him. He yelled at me back and I think that the only reason he didn't hit me is because I know I'd beat the shit out of him since I'm not 12 anymore and he's almost 67. The funniest part is that waking me up was as easy as just calling out my name with a normal voice tone. My sister did it when she turned off my alarm and I woke up but went back to sleep since I was still half asleep and didn't really recognise her voice as a signal to get out of the bed. And then my mom who was also stressed out had to bring me to school and I arrived 30 minutes late (first late entrance btw I always arrive early). Like, today I was so dumbfounded that they didn't wake me up when my alarm was ringing (he was awake) since it was as easy as just calling out my name that while I was preparing breakfast I didn't realise that it was 7:20 instead of 6:20 until my mom pointed it out. Im just pissed off in general, my parents complain about having high stress and pressure but sometimes I feel like my blood vessels are exploding and I black out randomly sometimes. Yesterday I almost GENUINELY fell off my bed's ladder. I can't take it anymore and they won't even accept my massive efforts of changing my schedule quickly
