Venting comfort in preparing

[1mm0lat3]

i've slowly gathered up what I need to CTB and i always felt peaceful or calm while doing so. that is there is a way out of this hellhole.
i do have to prepare myself for actually doing it, but i've endured pain for this long, i don't see why i cant endure some more.
its better than getting older and succumbing to agonizing terminal illness or someone fatally crashing into me. just some examples that came to mind
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[justanotherfailure]

I hope you find peace, best of luck to you and sorry about your pain. You will be missed!

 

[madwoman]

I agree. Everytime I do something to help prepare whether it's tidying up my affairs, preparing my CTB directly, or doing last things I want to do- it's comforting and I feel more at ease with saying goodbye. I don't want to end up with worse quality of life so I have a way out in my own terms.