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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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I tried Cocaine for the first time this weekend I was also a little drunk though to. I hadnt felt dopamine in so long. It was nice to feel energy, to feel social, and like I could focus even if it was temporary <3
 
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May 28, 2024
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I'm jelly
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I literally posted about wanting to do cocaine at the end of this year. How do you compare it to alcohol? How is the high different?I've never tried a single thing other than alcohol.😞
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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I literally posted about wanting to do cocaine at the end of this year. How do you compare it to alcohol? How is the high different?I've never tried a single thing other than alcohol.😞
Im not sure what its like be itself since I had been drinking before I only did a little bit cause I didnt want a panic attack. I liked it I felt more normal and was more talkative. If I was rich Id probably end up like Hunter Biden
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

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Feb 9, 2025
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Anhedonia is fucking me up, I wish I would able to experience some pleasure (dopamine) in my life.
 
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Hazrakaht

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feel like i could never do anything harder than smoking some weed. happy for you tho OP lol
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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Don't get hooked up on it too much. I know a guy his name is goblin I like to have him in the background while I play he told a story of him doing cocaine and how much he got addicted to it. Made him broke, lose family, jobs, almost his life, and it ruined everything in his life. If you want to do any drug to feel better it's best to do drugs that aren't that negative. MDMA & Ketamine are better for short term use in my opinion. Ketamine produces mild euphoria and it's good for depression but you'd need to use it with Green tea (1 hour before using) every single use to avoid bladder issues. Of course that won't fully solve bladder issues but it'll negate some of it. MDMA doesn't have much cons for short term. You'd need lots of water to avoid getting dehydrated. It makes you feel really good. Long term use can have some bad effects on your heart or liver but I don't think that's an issue if someone does it every 2 to 4 weeks.


also hard drugs aren't good for getting pleasure. Heroin produces one of the most pleasant feelings you'll ever feel but after 2-3 uses you'll start to lose that feeling and eventually it'll start to feel less better so you start using even more until you accidentally OD or graduate to Fentanyl which is 10x times worse.
feel like i could never do anything harder than smoking some weed. happy for you tho OP lol
Yeh weed is better lol if u got addicted u can quit much easier and it's cheaper.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Don't get hooked up on it too much. I know a guy his name is goblin I like to have him in the background while I play he told a story of him doing cocaine and how much he got addicted to it. Made him broke, lose family, jobs, almost his life, and it ruined everything in his life. If you want to do any drug to feel better it's best to do drugs that aren't that negative. MDMA & Ketamine are better for short term use in my opinion. Ketamine produces mild euphoria and it's good for depression but you'd need to use it with Green tea (1 hour before using) every single use to avoid bladder issues. Of course that won't fully solve bladder issues but it'll negate some of it. MDMA doesn't have much cons for short term. You'd need lots of water to avoid getting dehydrated. It makes you feel really good. Long term use can have some bad effects on your heart or liver but I don't think that's an issue if someone does it every 2 to 4 weeks.


also hard drugs aren't good for getting pleasure. Heroin produces one of the most pleasant feelings you'll ever feel but after 2-3 uses you'll start to lose that feeling and eventually it'll start to feel less better so you start using even more until you accidentally OD or graduate to Fentanyl which is 10x times worse.

Yeh weed is better lol if u got addicted u can quit much easier and it's cheaper.
I didnt like ketamine to dissassociating (I cant spell) oh Im poor I wont be getting hooked on Cocaine. I have always wanted to do mdma but I heard you get really depressed the next day and I dont need to feel anymore suicidal than I already do. Weed makes me eat everything 🤣
 
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LastNite

LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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I didnt like ketamine to dissassociating (I cant spell) oh Im poor I wont be getting hooked on Cocaine. I have always wanted to do mdma but I heard you get really depressed the next day and I dont need to feel anymore suicidal than I already do. Weed makes me eat everything 🤣
Lol It'll sound weird to say but it's good you cant afford to get more of it. That stuff makes life even more miserable in all honesty. And youre kind of right on MDMA it makes things feel yucky afterwards. I personally like ketamine not for the euphoric effects but for dissociating and depression.
 
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Average Joe

Average Joe

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
406
Im glad that it provided you some relief, please be careful with it though as it could be a quick descent into many more problems.
It's quite hypocritical of me to say this since I abuse drugs, but addictions usually tend not to end well.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

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Jan 4, 2025
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everything for my body 🤭
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Pluto

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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I heard cocaine is pure self-destruction in the longrun. It makes you really depressed. I never tried drugs, just a warning.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Be careful. It's easily and quite addictive.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Ya its good thing I cant afford it
 
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