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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
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Has anyone here ever failed a ctb and come close to death, such as going to hospital for medication or being in a coma?

What was your method?
 
let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

Meh
Jul 12, 2024
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Has anyone here ever failed a ctb and come close to death, such as going to hospital for medication or being in a coma?

What was your method?
Yea I had a few but my closest was a massive overdose of seroquel. I took about 70k milligrams. I remember seeing blackness. Nothing more. I did actually die in the ER. For a little over two minutes. I'm atheist because I saw nothing. They brought me back by shoving some tube up my nose when I refused to drink the charcoal and force feeding me charcoal. I didn't see any light or any god or anything. Just blackness.
 
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Demian

Demian

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Mar 25, 2024
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Yea I had a few but my closest was a massive overdose of seroquel. I took about 70k milligrams. I remember seeing blackness. Nothing more. I did actually die in the ER. For a little over two minutes. I'm atheist because I saw nothing. They brought me back by shoving some tube up my nose when I refused to drink the charcoal and force feeding me charcoal. I didn't see any light or any god or anything. Just blackness.
I've never heard of this seroquel. How are you today?

Did you black out very quickly? I only blacked out after about 20 minutes.
 

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