Help Cbt on June 7th

[Liwujin]

I have decided to just scrap the plan on getting some things in order before I cbt. I will do it on June 7th because that will be the end of my brief vacations, they only last that week because on June 8th I'm supposed to return to classes. I will try to enjoy that free week to the max with my family, try to leave them with some good memories, as well to my friends. I just can't handle the pain anymore, the shame of being alive and being a coward. I plan to do full or partial suspension during the night while everyone sleeps. I don't want my mom to find me but she is going to see me sooner or later so might as well give her the chance to not see an ugly corpse and something that still resembles her daughter. I will try to update this post with my setup during this week. Any suggestions?

 

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. I plan to do full or partial suspension

Have you do training or something before hand？

 

[Liwujin]

No, I plan on buying a rope this week so practices would have to be after that ig