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imonadeadline

imonadeadline

Call me Line! :P
Aug 15, 2023
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if you guys look through my posted threads, you'll see that i said that i was dying sometime last month.

things changed.

not for the better, or for the worst. i've just been idly floating without the proper means to do it. i also just woke up in the middle of the month without any suicidal feelings, only numbness. i've passed my deadline, but things still feel.. stuck.

maybe i'll be doing it this month, some time next week. i don't know, things haven't been great for me financially and i'm stuck in another predicament that i can't easily weasle out of like i usually do.

i'll be buying sn by sunday and it should arrive some time next week. i'll think about doing a purity test, but i dunno. i don't have access to any antimetics so i might just go with bonamine or something.

i don't want my possible attempt to end in a failure, that's something i'm trying my best to avoid.
 
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