SilentSadness
Person
- Feb 28, 2023
- 1,531
I'm completely trapped in this society, like most people I don't have any freedom and my wants are ignored. I don't have money, and can't live comfortably or close my eyes without working to make money. I can't lie down and try and escape from reality or my eyes will be pried open by the capitalist machine. I don't have good relationships since people always ignore my interests and see me as a tool. Other people have an idea of how I should be and see me as defective for not being a good enough cog in the machine. Every day is worse than the last, it's never a surprise to find out that it's harder than ever to have somewhere to live, that every country is becoming more authoritarian and oblivious to problems, that I suddenly have to be ill and suffer as much as possible, or that other people hate me for existing. I don't see a single reason why anything would improve for me, so I got increasingly desperate, but nothing works out. There is no solution to any problem that I have. I hate other people, I hate this world, and I want to sleep and dream forever.
