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lifeishopeless

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Oct 27, 2025
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I have barely been hanging on for the past few months. Only kept going from the hope of finally getting a job, and having a future with my boyfriend. Now, we have broken up and my best and possibly last possibility of a job in a while has been in limbo for a month.

Depending on how our talk tomorrow goes, it might very well be my last day. Obviously won't be telling him this, wouldn't want to pressure him.

Still have a bunch of alcohol from my last "attempt" and live near the lake. Plan is to get extremely drunk and jump in. Might be a painful death, sure, but not as much as living.
 
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ef99

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Dec 11, 2025
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I share your pain friend and hope your talk tomorrow goes well :)
 
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lifeishopeless

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Oct 27, 2025
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lol it didn't go well at all. The main reason behind the breakup is something I could've fixed years ago if I weren't too depressed to do it. So fucked. So hard to keep myself from jumping from the roof right now.
 
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