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oofuf

oofuf

hope is the seed of despair
Feb 13, 2023
56
Ordered some rope. Gonna go out and look for a tree. Considering all the failed attempts; I don't think that I can pull it off.

But I won't know for sure if I don't try. It's been so long since that first attempt, and I've continued to hate this life for every second that followed it.
I haven't tried my best.
I know it.
I also know that this time won't be my best. But it will be better than my previous attempts

I'll get the supplies next week. That's when I try again. I scheduled a note to be sent to this forum by the end of the month. hopefully I won't be there to delete it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,699
I also hate existing, I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace from the suffering.
 
SummerSolesLongLost

SummerSolesLongLost

Member
Feb 20, 2025
32
Good luck, maybe look into gas or sn if the rope fails you.
 

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