Venting Can't stop thinking about CTB.

[painofzed]

I went through ketamine therapy and that helped with the thoughts for a bit, but now it's back to pure mental anguish 24/7. If I'm not keeping myself entertained with a video game or show or book that I can melt into, I will think of nothing but dying. Everything about this planet is so corrupt and consciousness is a curse. I just want it to end.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand. Existing really is so horrifying and it seems as though there is no escape from suffering in this world. For me, non existence will always be preferable to living. Life is just endless struggle and problems all for the sake of it. I hope that you are able to be free from the agony.

 

[keitaro]

this world is a hellhole.