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un.exist

un.exist

peace welcomes with a grip of ice
Dec 25, 2025
108
Things aren't looking up at all
I've tried everything i swear
I've been living on borrowed energy for a while now
I'll really have to go soon whether I like it or not...

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summary of my life in 2025 - 2026
Worse than the crash in 2008 ...
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
155
Me too and I don't know why I'm here , I'm just waiting for death and I'm only 27 years old
 
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Feldsparc

Member
Jan 3, 2025
58
My entire life crashed from June 2024. Its been two years of misery each and every day. Identity loss, divorce, affair being found out, bpd diagnosis, guilt, shame of family coming to know, migration, loss of job, everything hit me at the same time. I wonder how I'm alive. And i haven't even given the full details
 
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yellow rose

Member
Apr 24, 2026
28
Yep, can definitely relate, I really can't keep going.
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
117
I also feel terrible today. Have run out of benzos since 2 days ago and need to go to the doctor to get a new prescription.
 

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