Help Can't bring myself to just do it, what else?

[Norf I Guess]

I can't stand existing, yet I can't kill myself. What should I do instead?

One idea I've considered is painkillers, I could get my hands on those or some other substabce and just let my brain melt so I can't think about the situation I'm in.

Another idea I've mentioned before is sleeping as much as I physically can to minimize time spent conscious.

And finally, there's always the option of taking one of the more agonizing ways to die since I can't just use SN or a gun, like getting someone to tie me up then jumping in a river.

 

[LadyEve]

I can relate.

I feel i for years now have chosen the sleep as much as possible to limit time conscious. Id say I sleep around 18-20 hours on good days. It's gotten me this far. To where* I have actual method and means available to me.

Edit: typo*

 

[chudcell]

Good luck and best wishes

 

[ireallywasnttogopls]

We will get out of here one day

I won't give up

 

[SDB]

I can't stand existing, yet I can't kill myself. What should I do instead?

One idea I've considered is painkillers, I could get my hands on those or some other substabce and just let my brain melt so I can't think about the situation I'm in.

Another idea I've mentioned before is sleeping as much as I physically can to minimize time spent conscious.

And finally, there's always the option of taking one of the more agonizing ways to die since I can't just use SN or a gun, like getting someone to tie me up then jumping in a river.

Why can't you use SN?

 

[itsgone2]

We're trapped

It's awful

 

[uselessmanz]

I can't stand existing, yet I can't kill myself. What should I do instead?

One idea I've considered is painkillers, I could get my hands on those or some other substabce and just let my brain melt so I can't think about the situation I'm in.

Another idea I've mentioned before is sleeping as much as I physically can to minimize time spent conscious.

And finally, there's always the option of taking one of the more agonizing ways to die since I can't just use SN or a gun, like getting someone to tie me up then jumping in a river.

How do you make ends meet if you don't mind me asking. I live with my parents and am a complete dogshit human.

I can relate.

I feel i for years now have chosen the sleep as much as possible to limit time conscious. Id say I sleep around 18-20 hours on good days. It's gotten me this far. To where* I have actual method and means available to me.

Edit: typo*

How do you make ends meet if you don't mind me asking

We will get out of here one day

I won't give up

Natural causes at least will kill us :)

 

[Useless Idiot]

I am looking for the same thing too. I can't stand existing. But I am too coward to kill myself. What to do now?

 

[charlavail]

something i've been doing because i can't stand existing but i haven't been able to CTB yet is taking gabapentin & unisom during the day when I don't have anytthing that NEEDS to be done (I unfortunately do need to work to keep a roof over my head). I have gabapentin, klonopin and trazadone prescribed to me. So I sleep most of the day with a gaba & unisom and then at night I'll take a big mix of meds to knock me out. I'm asleep like a combines 12-16 hours a day. If you have a doc, start telling them you have trouble sleeping and with anxiety. Eventually you'll get prescribed something you can combine with OTC sleep aids. Also nyquil is great, nice sleep all the way through.