Venting Can someone reassure me that it's going to be over soon?

[throwaway070806]

Recently i've been feeling more mentally degraded than usual.

I'm losing trust in society, naught a soul is empathic.

I'm a coward. I can't stand up for myself.

I'm too good-intentioned to survive this harsh environment.

My head hurts. My stomach churns. My eyes water.

I want to break out of this shell and fly like a raging torpedo against the world.

And yet it pinions my pinions.

I just want someone to comfort me like i were a bundle of joy.

 

[3rdworldsadness]

Don't worry....it will end someday. You will be free, its not your fault you didn't ask for existence. You were bought to suffer, im sorry for that. I hope you find peace.

 

[Jadeith]

I'm losing trust in society, naught a soul is empathic.

There are good people and there are bad people. You've meet more of the latter unfortunately.

I'm a coward. I can't stand up for myself.

Encountering opponent or the situation that overwhelms you is not a sign of cowardice.

I'm too good-intentioned to survive this harsh environment.

There's a saying that if you have soft heart, you have to have hard ass because life will kick it a lot. But none of that should be read as any kind of fault on your part.
Being kind is not a problem. Those who prey on it are.

My head hurts. My stomach churns. My eyes water.

You were strong for too long and you've reached your breaking point. Let them flow. There's no shame in them. You fought well.

I want to break out of this shell and fly like a raging torpedo against the world.

You and me, sibling. You and me...

I just want someone to comfort me like i were a bundle of joy.

You don't need to be joyful to be offered comfort. Big hug for you and headpats too. Cut yourself some slack. I'm sorry that you're feeling down but i strongly believe that eventually you will rise up on your own.

 

[woodlandcreature]

it'll be okay someday. you'll find peace or contentment eventually—be that in death or life. you are not a coward. you are brave. you are so very brave.
cry, scream, break things. be angry, sad, even joyous. perhaps not now, but maybe someday.
i cannot tell you what the future holds, but i feel you are strong and capable. moreso than you know. you've made it so far, and im so very proud of you for that.