Venting Can I just never speak to another human being ever again? Thanks.

[Spite]

I'm done. I'm done trying and failing to make friends with people. Every single attempt I have ever made at trying to make a new friend has been futile. I'm 27 now. You can't say I haven't tried to get out of my unfortunate situation and make my life better. Every time I have tried, it has always backfired and ended disastrously for me. I have been trying my whole life - I have tried putting myself out there, tried to be confident, tried to approach people and be friendly, and I only ever get hurt in return. Every single time.

I give up. I don't relate to anyone and I never will. If my life is like this at 27 after countless years of trying, it's clear to me that it is going to be like this for the rest of my life. I will never have friends. My life will never amount to anything. I was destined to be a loser in this life - that's all I will ever be.

I can't wait to die. I can't wait to finally end my life. I can't wait for this nightmare (my life) to be over. I'm so close to ending it all. I have nothing to lose.

 

[Hollowman]

Very relatable unfortunately.

 

[Slark]

I also have a lot of trouble making friends. I was recently diagnosed with autism, and maybe that explains my situation. I hope you get well and find some real friends.