Can i get some outside opinions?

[LadyEve]

Hi

I was just curious if anyone could provide some feedback on which is a preferable choice or ethically good or whatever idk. Just. Which will hurt the least ppl as little as possible. While still having the greatest chance of success.

So im going to fsh myself on my birthday. April 10th.

I had been pretty solid on doing it outside in a public area in the middle of the night.

But the last day or so I've been questioning wether that's a good choice as subjecting a random person to my corpse seems cruel. And I may be interrupted earlier than I'd like.

So my other option is using a cross beam in my garage and then scheduling the police to be notified of my death and location. This may be ruined by a house member discovering me. And I also don't get to enjoy nature in my final moments. So. Idk I'm unsure.

Which is in your opinion. A better place to ctb?

Tya

 

[tonicer]

I would do it so far away from civilization that only animals find my corpse and have a feast. Not sure if that is possible wherever you live.

 

[LadyEve]

I would do it so far away from civilization that only animals find my corpse and have a feast. Not sure if that is possible wherever you live.

Unfortunately I live in a major city. Think New York or LA but not. Lmao. So getting far away from civilized life would take ~2 hours. And I dont own a car or drive. Just an ebike for me.

 

[tonicer]

Unfortunately I live in a major city. Think New York or LA but not. Lmao. So getting far away from civilized life would take ~2 hours. And I dont own a car or drive. Just an ebike for me.

What's the range on that ebike?

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Do you have any woods that are a pretty good size anywhere near you? Being in a large city really does hamper your efforts to do it discreetly, but most large cities I know of have a park or a patch of woods somewhere close by.

 

[LadyEve]

What's the range on that ebike?

About 30 miles if im taking it casually.

Do you have any woods that are a pretty good size anywhere near you? Being in a large city really does hamper your efforts to do it discreetly, but most large cities I know of have a park or a patch of woods somewhere close by.

Good question! There are alot of parks but trees are kinda sparse around me. So it's possible. But I doubt it'd be any more or less discreet than my plan to use a ramp railing.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Hey, as someone who's in a very similar situation as you (planning to go out next week hopefully), I know how troublesome it is to find a good place to go. I don't have any advice for the outdoors since, in my experience, there will always be someone out wandering the parks in the dead of night, but I just wanted to provide emotional support. I hope you're able to find a good spot

 

[LadyEve]

I've decided to go with inside. I got a door stop to prevent any immediate access. And I think everything is pointing towards tonight im impatient and upset. So impulse may make things essier SI wise. Im gonna practice some knots and the setup rn. And hopefully all goes well. Then when everyone is home and asleep I'll schedule a text for 911 to be notified about 45mins-1hour after. Its a strange feeling. Wish me luck. Ive got about 5 hours till then. I dont know what took me so long.

 

[Matchaaa]

I hope you find peace,good luck.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

I've decided to go with inside. I got a door stop to prevent any immediate access. And I think everything is pointing towards tonight im impatient and upset. So impulse may make things essier SI wise. Im gonna practice some knots and the setup rn. And hopefully all goes well. Then when everyone is home and asleep I'll schedule a text for 911 to be notified about 45mins-1hour after. Its a strange feeling. Wish me luck. Ive got about 5 hours till then. I dont know what took me so long.

I hope you find the peace you're looking for

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[Aflame5926]

still do it away from civilization. grap a taxi or something if possible.

make a transformation that you suddenly like "nature walks"

i think city parks atleast the ones i know are to small and easily found.
like the rest hopefully you get your peace

 

[rainatthebusstop]

good luck. Maybe, if the busses aren't too shit and there's public transport there might still be something in looking at dying in nature