Hey, I'm 25 years old and my life was terrible from the beginning until today. I'm
planning to hang myself soon, I've already tested everything. I have no one who I could talk with about my sorrow, no friends, no girlfriend and my family…well I can't but sometimes I just tell them straight in the face that I want to die, then they always say shit like: oh you won't, if you think you'll scare me with this you're wrong, people who talk about it won't do it and many other terrible things. I called the suicide hotline and it was just disgusting. One of them literally started to argue with me, he told me my reasons would be weak, he was just a sob and the other one would say, if you want to die then why did you call here , what do you expect from me and other bullshit.
And this hotline is exactly that hotline that will pop up everywhere when the topic is suicide, unbelievable what a shit system in which we live, instead of this shit hotline countries should just give everyone who want to die a package Nembutal or something even better than that for free at every pharmacy.
So again to my question, is someone here who I could chat with, I'd be very thankful :)
planning to hang myself soon, I've already tested everything. I have no one who I could talk with about my sorrow, no friends, no girlfriend and my family…well I can't but sometimes I just tell them straight in the face that I want to die, then they always say shit like: oh you won't, if you think you'll scare me with this you're wrong, people who talk about it won't do it and many other terrible things. I called the suicide hotline and it was just disgusting. One of them literally started to argue with me, he told me my reasons would be weak, he was just a sob and the other one would say, if you want to die then why did you call here , what do you expect from me and other bullshit.
And this hotline is exactly that hotline that will pop up everywhere when the topic is suicide, unbelievable what a shit system in which we live, instead of this shit hotline countries should just give everyone who want to die a package Nembutal or something even better than that for free at every pharmacy.
So again to my question, is someone here who I could chat with, I'd be very thankful :)
