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ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
232
ironically, listening to bo burnham's 'kill yourself' made me think of this.

i've been really defeatist the past few months - super suicidal, but unable to come up with foolproof ways to commit the most recommended methodology. (hanging - i tried that but my noose got found TIED, building - i don't know anywhere open access that's high enough, and overdoses only tend to work with illegal or perscription drugs)

i imagine it would be painful and slow. but i might resort to it if the success odds are high enough?

sorry if this sounds stupid...

i think it's just useful for me to consider these sorts of things. one day i do really want to depart - i hate living in my head, and it's no one's problem but my own. when, i suppose, is the question, as well as 'how'.
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
449
Success odds are probably much higher for organ damage and survival and the pain being so bad that you call an ambulance yourself. I don't think this should end up among the candidates of real options.
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
529
This has been asked very recently.

I tried it when I was younger.

I made up a jug of all different cleaning products (including bleach) and it didn't do shit. Surprised I didn't fuck my stomach.

All it did was make me gag and retch (I still kept drinking it though, I didn't care)

I am literally feeling rather nauseated and gagging a little at the memory. It was horrific

Not worth it
 
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mistymoo

mistymoo

Im going to be apart of the 27 club
May 30, 2024
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This has been asked very recently.

I tried it when I was younger.

I made up a jug of all different cleaning products (including bleach) and it didn't do shit. Surprised I didn't fuck my stomach.

All it did was make me gag and retch (I still kept drinking it though, I didn't care)

I am literally feeling rather nauseated and gagging a little at the memory. It was horrific

Not worth it
Thank you for sharing this. You answered some of my own questions
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
430
Hey friend, I would advise against this bus stop. As others have pointed out, the pain will be unimaginable. You deserve a peaceful bus ride. If this is your only stop then I understand, but I would heavily recommend not using this one.
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,142
Please consider other methods, with all the care in the world. You don't wanna make things worse with organ damage, the survival rate is too high or else it'd be in the PPH and a lot more of us would be dead.
 
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TheGreatEscape

Member
Mar 1, 2020
34
Former girlfriend is a nurse and has had many patients who lived long and painful lives after trying this method. The only reason to do it is if you like hospital food.
 
tauntisha

tauntisha

i found solace in my own solitude.
Aug 11, 2024
37
had a friend who had drank 2L of paint thinner, you're more likely to completely burn out your insides & spend a v long time in a hospital bed, i woukdnt reccomend this method.
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
823
Over 60,000 people in India have committed suicide by drinking pesticides.
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,830
I worked in a state hospital for many years. We had a few cleaning fluids victims there who fucked their brains & bodies up, we contorted from neurological damage & could no longer speak.
PLEASE DONT!!!!!
I worked in a state hospital for many years. We had a few cleaning fluids victims there who fucked their brains & bodies up, we contorted from neurological damage & could no longer speak.
PLEASE DONT!!!!!
Sorry, I meant to say they were contorted.
 
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