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hydrater

hydrater

Drink Water 👍
Jun 17, 2025
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SN. Hope I win against life. Even without ae, I've seen some people succeed after throwing up. I hope enough gets retained in my system..

Thanks guys.
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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sending love and hugs to you, I'm sorry your at this point x
 
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woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
261
I hope you find peace. Good luck out there.
 
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hydrater

hydrater

Drink Water 👍
Jun 17, 2025
13
Do you guys know when it starts kicking in. I've been burping a little, but idk if that's placebo lol
Do you guys know when it starts kicking in. I've been burping a little, but idk if that's placebo lol
My nails are turning blue. Haha
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
462
Whoah good luck to you!! Hope it's peaceful!!
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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❤️❤️❤️❤️
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
696
I'm so sorry your life has failed you. It's understandable life seems like something to be won against. I hope everything goes well and you find the serenity you are looking for🕊️
 
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hydrater

hydrater

Drink Water 👍
Jun 17, 2025
13
SN. Hope I win against life. Even without ae, I've seen some people succeed after throwing up. I hope enough gets retained in my system..

Thanks guys.
988 suicide hotline hung up on me. LMAO. Mid panic attack. Does panic attack affect sn in my system
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I hope you are free from all the pain and suffering once you cross over.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
696
988 suicide hotline hung up on me. LMAO. Mid panic attack. Does panic attack affect sn in my system
When did you take your SN? I was expecting you've already left here at the time I posted the previous comment. Please stay calm. While it probably doesn't affect your SN effect, I don't want your last moment to be like this. As for 988, they can go to hell.

If you are feeling like now is not the time, call 911 immediately.

EDIT: grammatical error fixed
 
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Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
511
I wish that you find what you're looking for and that your suffering ends.
 
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Firefly.Forest

Student
Aug 28, 2025
182
Hope that you are now at peace.
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
775
I'm worried because he was panicking. Was it an impulsive attempt and he changed his mind? Hope he managed to reach out to emergency services
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
198
I hope you find peace.
 
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darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️🕊️
 
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