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effemel

effemel

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Feb 18, 2026
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Has anyone tried delivering it to a pick up spot, like at a post office or gas station? What's the process like? Can I give them a fake signature if they ask me 4 one?
And if u have tried this, do the police still find you?
 
kitty.iceFS

kitty.iceFS

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Nov 10, 2025
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Tell me too when u find out the details. im in a similar position
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

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Jan 15, 2025
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It is just as likely to work as your typical residence. They will simply do a controlled delivery and coordinate with Royal Mail to see when and who picks it up.

You can provide fake information I suppose, but the issue is that if they truly want to, they can just wait for your arrival and follow you to note where you go. This sounds quite extreme to me which is why I doubt it: they ignore the persons whom are personal-use concluded, but with SN being the in-"suicide drug", I'm not sure they'll be so lenient.
 
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Has anyone tried delivering it to a pick up spot, like at a post office or gas station? What's the process like? Can I give them a fake signature if they ask me 4 one?
And if u have tried this, do the police still find you?
I ordered from that one in Ukraine and he uses the standard postal service, which then goes to Royal Mail.

As soon as it reaches Heathrow, you're able to select a pick up point.

I done this and there was a problem with the bar code, which caused the package to get a bit lost as the shop couldn't accept it, but I got it 48 hours later after I went to the Royal mail depot.
 
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effemel

effemel

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It is just as likely to work as your typical residence. They will simply do a controlled delivery and coordinate with Royal Mail to see when and who picks it up.

You can provide fake information I suppose, but the issue is that if they truly want to, they can just wait for your arrival and follow you to note where you go. This sounds quite extreme to me which is why I doubt it: they ignore the persons whom are personal-use concluded, but with SN being the in-"suicide drug", I'm not sure they'll be so lenient.
This whole thing makes me feel like I'm some drug lord. Idk what my excuse will be if they do come to my home, I don't want them to seize it
 
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imontheloose

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Jan 15, 2025
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This whole thing makes me feel like I'm some drug lord. Idk what my excuse will be if they do come to my home, I don't want them to seize it
I always tell people to just get a meat curing book and a slab of pork. You can say sodium nitrate isn't potent enough and you opted for nitrite. Considering the source of it, don't expect a miracle, but AFAIK, they prefer to seize the package outright, so as long as you provide fake details, they won't care enough to hunt you down.
 
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effemel

effemel

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Feb 18, 2026
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I ordered from that one in Ukraine and he uses the standard postal service, which then goes to Royal Mail.

As soon as it reaches Heathrow, you're able to select a pick up point.

I done this and there was a problem with the bar code, which caused the package to get a bit lost as the shop couldn't accept it, but I got it 48 hours later after I went to the Royal mail depot.
I ordered from that one in Ukraine and he uses the standard postal service, which then goes to Royal Mail.

As soon as it reaches Heathrow, you're able to select a pick up point.

I done this and there was a problem with the bar code, which caused the package to get a bit lost as the shop couldn't accept it, but I got it 48 hours later after I went to the Royal mail depot.
So when purchasing it, did you put the address down in Heathrow and then the postal service emails you to chose a pick up point?
I always tell people to just get a meat curing book and a slab of pork. You can say sodium nitrate isn't potent enough and you opted for nitrite. Considering the source of it, don't expect a miracle, but AFAIK, they prefer to seize the package outright, so as long as you provide fake details, they won't care enough to hunt you down.
Seems good enough, though I think they'd take into account my history of being in mh support programs and stuff, they could see through my lie
 
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redsendtend

redsendtend

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Feb 13, 2026
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I got it 48 hours later after I went to the Royal mail depot.
Did you have to provide any ID?
I ordered from that one in Ukraine and he uses the standard postal service, which then goes to Royal Mail.

As soon as it reaches Heathrow, you're able to select a pick up point.
How were you able to select a pick up point if the guy asks for your delivery address pre order?
 
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CGN83

CGN83

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Jan 1, 2026
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Did you have to provide any ID?
Yep, you can't re-direct and collect unless you have ID. Absolutely no need to use a false name or whatever in the UK. It's not illegal to own the stuff. Worst that'll happen is a welfare check.

If you're worried about people finding out then there was no point buying it, if you really care what people think, SN is not for you because how you you think people would feel after discovering a dead body.
 

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