Brand new to this site

[HadEnough44]

hello people,
I am new to this site. many years back, was it google forums? i was on a suicide forum there. but glad to have found another space. i am desperately unhappy, and i am constantly worried and scared about the future, and this is not an easy way to live. the few people i do have in my life dont understand it, and im sure they think im overreacting or unable to get over how i feel. so again, glad to be around people who truly understand what its like to feel this way. ive suffered from depression since i was 13, im now 44 (was my birthday yesterday, actually), and ive just had enough of living like this. i dont see my siuation improving, im alone, quite literally, and like i say, im scared. its not cool to feel alone and scared all day, every day. i am not strong enough to be alive anymore.

 

[Goth]

welcome to the site! i think it used to be a subreddit before it was taken down.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Welcome to SaSu. Glad you've found a place with people to whom you can relate. There's definitely a good bunch of people here. Hope you can find answers to any questions you may have. If you have any questions about anything, just ask.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu! Happy birthday!

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered for a long time, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful suffering in this existence, I also feel so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you all the best.

 

[HadEnough44]

thank you all for the replies. that was quick, lol. but yeah, i reckon i will be around on here in the future, if there is one! lol. no, but serious, thank you, and cheers :)

 

[legoshi]

I'm in the same boat. I have been having feelings of not wanting to be here since I was about 12. I have no friends or family I can depend on or turn too. I'm alone all the time, I'm really awkward so making friends is hard. I'm just ready to be done feeling this way.

 

[HadEnough44]

I'm in the same boat. I have been having feelings of not wanting to be here since I was about 12. I have no friends or family I can depend on or turn too. I'm alone all the time, I'm really awkward so making friends is hard. I'm just ready to be done feeling this way.

it's very hard, and it's exhausting to feel like this, day in, day out. the loneliness is crushing at times. im also awkward, and i cant socialize, so i understand how you feel

 

[Unspoken7612]

alt.suicide.holiday?