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Exact description of my entire lifespan thus far. And just like you, it only "gets better" with drug abuse.
Hah.. Yeah. Pretty much. I just can't seem to stay involved in anything. I always just get bored and quit stuff. It's like my mind can't handle anything past a certain point. I've been like that my entire life. And with people too. I'd just kind of get bored. It's like I needed to be entertained or something. It's so strange. It must be some kind of mental disorder.
Man, I hear it. Same.
Yes! Booze was one of the only ways I could have fun and feel normal. Life itself just seems boring.
Same. Definitely my fault. My moods are too much for anyone really.
This is so exactly what it is is. The distraction and like you said, reality just hits like a hammer again. Every time! And that bland nothing feeling of uselessness when doing anything
Exactly. As soon as something is challenging I just quit. I think I've always been like this. Some sort of mental block where i just can't focus on difficult tasks. Now it's way way worse though.
Ahahaha, literally same. Most of the time I do things for.. 3-6 months and quit, if I really am determined into it it'll be a year and afterwards whoops, bye bye
Yeah it's like this switch in me goes off. I tried to learn guitar three times and every time it was the same thing. It got to a certain point and I got bored. I used to do that with all kinds of things. Well, I guess there is more than me out there who suffer from this.
I don't even let people see my mood swings, I don't know what it might be, but it's whatever imo. If people wanna stay, they will, luckily
I feel you both so much on this lol lately whenever I feel like I have difficulty with anything I'll quit :/
The switch thing is actually super relatable, I've done that with Japanese and French over the years. Finally coming around to French but I doubt I'll ever learn JP at this point.. It's hella weird honestly and yes, in a way I'm somewhat glad to hear I'm not the only one but it also does suck that you guys suffer from it too :/
Exactly. I just want to leave. To just go away. I am not functional here.
I used to run every day now just getting out of bed seems hard. I do walk but that's boring too. Thank you though
Ya it can get tiresome, does it at least help with your hobbies? Or your mental health in general. It's not a cure, but it will occupy those bored times, and it helps with cognition. But in the end I blame society for keeping us chained to capitalism, and not encouraging creativity, and self exploration. All the best friend.
I used to run and mountain bike constantly. I even raced a little bit. They, in themselves, were also just time sinks.
To be honest yeah I agree. I can't get even a minimum wage job let alone a career. I've applied to literally 1000+ jobs more everyday. I don't have the ability financially to further my education or make myself more attractive. I have no money because no job. So networking is out as that requires on some level money. I am not someone charity/people are interested in helping. Church doesn't care. Bottom line I am willing to work and work hard I also have a proven track record of being at least mildly competent (college degree/medical school). Yet the preponderance of evidence is such that I am just not going to get an opportunity there's nothing I can do. Everyday that passes the latent attractiveness I have for jobs evaporates as well. I am in a worse position both debt wise and ability to find a job wise than I was yesterday.
