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Venting birthday

avstin

avstin

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Aug 18, 2023
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I feel like shit. Last night I didn't want to live to see them. I managed to take a dozen or so pills, but I got tired and didn't take everything I had left. I fell asleep and an hour later I woke up with such a stomach ache I thought I was going to throw up, but I managed not to. And then I had some ass sleep from 3 a.m. to 5 a.m. because after that I couldn't sleep at all. And now I am so so exhausted. I called my mother yesterday for the first time in three years. She still doesn't understand that she hurt me.
happy 20th to me
 
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