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Cloudz

Cloudz

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Does anyone else feel that their depression worsens as their birthday approaches? My birthday is Friday and this entire week I have been reminiscing about happier times when things were easier.
 
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AsexualBarbieBoy

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My birthday's on the 25th this month. Birthdays remind me of childhood so my mood usually lifts in June but I'm just too deep in depression this time around. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you turning?
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

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Jun 1, 2019
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When you reach my age, birthdays are nothing to celebrate. A line from a Floyd song sums it up well,

"Shorter of breath and one day closer to death" That is ageing to a tee.
 
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Cloudz

Cloudz

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May 29, 2019
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My birthday's on the 25th this month. Birthdays remind me of childhood so my mood usually lifts in June but I'm just too deep in depression this time around. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you turning?

Turning 26. Just a year older than you.
 
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BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

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May 30, 2019
698
I just don't want the attention.
 
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Cloudz

Cloudz

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May 29, 2019
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I just don't want the attention.

Yeah, I hear you. My parents want to take me out for dinner which is nice, but anxiety has gotten super bad lately that I just want to stay indoors and not do anything
 
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Bulletwbttrflywings

Bulletwbttrflywings

My soul is awakened... and I’m f*cked
May 29, 2019
244
Does anyone else feel that their depression worsens as their birthday approaches? My birthday is Friday and this entire week I have been reminiscing about happier times when things were easier.
My 37th was on June 1st... I hate it more and more as time goes on bc more and more times than not, I go unnoticed. "It's just another day" is typically what I tell myself to dull the lack of meaningful relationships in my life.

But on the brighter note... happiest of born days to all the other June bdays! Hugs...
 
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dreamsofdestruction

dreamsofdestruction

Everywhere I look is chaos
May 9, 2019
340
I wouldn't really mind birthdays, just as you get older you start getting judged more by what you should have achieved by then.

Some people seem to believe you change into a different species when you turn 30 or even 40.
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
1,199
My birthday just passed. It was the worst.
 
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