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Saturn_

Saturn_

You're gonna carry that weight.
Apr 22, 2024
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I'm unsure of where I should go in order to shoot myself in the head. I just really don't want to do this at the house I'm staying at, because I don't want to traumatize my family. I considered a hotel, but that might also be a bad idea. I'm mostly concerned about the noise and the disruption it'd bring. If anyone else has similar plans regarding guns, do you have any suggestions or ideas on where you'd go to carry this out?
 
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L9my

L9my

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Nov 22, 2024
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a forest?
 
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calvocalvin

calvocalvin

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Jun 25, 2025
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I am also going with this method which is why I feel bad for helping but I'm going into the woods where no one can hear or find me.
 
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Aug 12, 2019
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the ideal place would be an isolated clear lake or river. i would walk into waist deep. then i could shoot myself. i would go unconsious or dead and fall under the water. could also tie a weight plate so i'd sink. then even if i don't die immediately under water i would. but i have to be sure no one is around .

next a forest far away from people .

next a place to shoot myself off of so i fall down 100's of meters.
 
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ChinUp

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Jul 6, 2025
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I was thinking at home but I live with my play dad. I really don't want him to find me. Any other suggestions?
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

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Mar 9, 2024
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I would second others' suggestions to find somewhere isolated in nature. Gun-shot suicides are apparently very difficult to clean up, in addition to being traumatic to family members (see this thread https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/there-is-no-guaranteed-clean-exit.206930/).

"Gunshots always leave a mess. Even if you are lying in bed it will still get on the walls and ceiling. Blood will pool on the floor. Part of you could end up in another room or in the ceiling. Affected porous materials have to be removed. Concrete will have to be sealed. Tile will usually have to be removed because blood can soak through grout. The cleanest gunshot related incident I saw was someone who got in a small fiberglass shower, turned it on, and wrapped their head in a thick blanket. We couldn't do anything about the blood that went down the drain so the blanket was put in a biological waste bag and the shower was wiped down."
 
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Emily_Von_Ende

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Jan 12, 2024
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Just go somewhere random in the woods not far from a road and call 911 and let them know where you are so first responders can prepare themselves for what they're about to see to minimize the trauma you cause to others. Thats what I am probably gonna do eventually at least.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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it needs to be outside. I once went to a shotgun suicide scene for an insurance company. It was horrific, and the damage to the house was substantial. Of course a shotgun would do more damage than a handgun, but agree you want to stay away from that being inside.
 
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May 2, 2023
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the ideal place would be an isolated clear lake or river. i would walk into waist deep. then i could shoot myself. i would go unconsious or dead and fall under the water. could also tie a weight plate so i'd sink. then even if i don't die immediately under water i would. but i have to be sure no one is around .

next a forest far away from people .

next a place to shoot myself off of so i fall down 100's of meters.
This, or the ocean. Cliff jump above the ocean is the best. Gunshot+fall+drowning+sharks.
 
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TheShadowQueen

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Dec 5, 2023
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It really doesn't matter where you do it. All that matter is that the pain will stop
 
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StupidCat

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Apr 24, 2025
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I know you're joking, but not sure how funny it is to severely traumatize a bunch of kids for the rest of their life
Sort of. I remember reading somewhere that if your life could have at least some impact (as a useless retard like me) you could do it in front of a bunch of kids which will remember you for all their life.
I even considered back then when I cared about leaving some sort of legacy. Right now not so much.
 
SadBumblebee

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Sort of. I remember reading somewhere that if your life could have at least some impact (as a useless retard like me) you could do it in front of a bunch of kids which will remember you for all their life.
I even considered back then when I cared about leaving some sort of legacy. Right now not so much.
I get wanting to be remembered, I totally get that you want to leave a mark even if it's very negative, but you would be directly responsible for mental issues, SH, and possibly suicide in children and that just seems... evil.
 
StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
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I get wanting to be remembered, I totally get that you want to leave a mark even if it's very negative, but you would be directly responsible for mental issues, SH, and possibly suicide in children and that just seems... evil.
I guess it is. I like to think most probably won't even understand what happened. Some probably will follow, others probably will live with the trauma, but hopefully at least one could create a beautiful piece of art or literature out of it in some point in their life.
 
SadBumblebee

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I guess it is. I like to think most probably won't even understand what happened. Some probably will follow, others probably will live with the trauma, but hopefully at least one could create a beautiful piece of art or literature out of it in some point in their life.
How it would affect them would definitely depend on their age and social demographics, but I guarantee you no matter what they will all suffer trauma, and it puts blood on your dead hands. If you want to be remembered, you could go the completely other way and be the person who did everything they could to help others before they were overcome with their thoughts and emotions. That would make much more inspiring art then a bunch of traumatized kids.
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
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How it would affect them would definitely depend on their age and social demographics, but I guarantee you no matter what they will all suffer trauma, and it puts blood on your dead hands. If you want to be remembered, you could go the completely other way and be the person who did everything they could to help others before they were overcome with their thoughts and emotions. That would make much more inspiring art then a bunch of traumatized kids.
There's no need to think about moral things if I'm gonna be dead.
 
SadBumblebee

SadBumblebee

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There's no need to think about moral things if I'm gonna be dead.
Well you want to be remembered, so would you rather be remembered as a nice person or a cruel person? For me it seems obvious.
 
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decaying

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Jun 20, 2023
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I would second others' suggestions to find somewhere isolated in nature. Gun-shot suicides are apparently very difficult to clean up, in addition to being traumatic to family members (see this thread https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/there-is-no-guaranteed-clean-exit.206930/).

"Gunshots always leave a mess. Even if you are lying in bed it will still get on the walls and ceiling. Blood will pool on the floor. Part of you could end up in another room or in the ceiling. Affected porous materials have to be removed. Concrete will have to be sealed. Tile will usually have to be removed because blood can soak through grout. The cleanest gunshot related incident I saw was someone who got in a small fiberglass shower, turned it on, and wrapped their head in a thick blanket. We couldn't do anything about the blood that went down the drain so the blanket was put in a biological waste bag and the shower was wiped down."
 
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