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snowsilence

snowsilence

Member
Dec 7, 2025
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This is definitely an over asked question but do yall think I shoukd thug out christmas then CTB a week after ? Or should I do it before?

Before Christmas—
I can get it over quick, and no family has to see me depressed asf and can remember me in a better way. Though this means I wont get to say final goodbyes to everyone.

After christmas—
I get to say good bye to everyone and I also get money ig but It will be colder outside and it will leave a stain on the new year/ christmas.

Please share yalls thoughts .
 
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nintendo64

mr. kill myself
Dec 19, 2025
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I personally think if you have any doubt, that it's probably best to wait it out. Wouldn't want your last moments to be stained with questioning if you should've waited longer, it will be easier to go with no regrets. Best of luck to you, and whatever you ultimately decide.
 
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InevitableDeath

InevitableDeath

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Jan 4, 2026
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10th September if you can make it that long.
 

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