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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
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Someone said on here, "Stop beating yourself up because you can't play a rigged game well." (Think that was the exact wording, I could be wrong.)

Best advice I've seen on here. No need to blame yourself, or even society itself. You didn't create this bullshit. No fault on your part honestly. You did best you could until you couldn't anymore.

When you die, I'm sure there won't be some asshole with a clipboard forcing you to recap your entire life and grade you on how well—or how shitty—you did.

When you die… that's it. The ruling class KNOWS this shit. That's why they couldn't give a fuck about the HISTORICAL exploitative practices that make them richer and you poorer.
Them comfortable and you struggling.
Them living lavish and you living in mental or physical disarray.
They know you're either gonna play ball or wither away and die.

Just look around. See what you see. If you like it, then stay alive. If you don't, then just say,
"Fuck this, y'all can have it."

You know what they say…………
"Leave behind whatever doesn't serve you,"
and for many of us… what we've gotta leave behind is life itself.

Hope I don't sound tone deaf, but just something to think about.
 
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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
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PainThreshold

PainThreshold

Shrug off the pain. They'll have to hurt you more.
Feb 3, 2026
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Well. Even knowing all of that, there is nothing we can do to change it.

Everyone is still fooled by the idea of afterlife justice when it's their responsbility all along to bring order to this world.

Still doesn't make it any less painful.
 
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Knives_14

Knives_14

Love & Peace
May 8, 2026
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Facts, brother, facts.

Why do you think suicide is so stigmatized? You're no useful being dead, you need to be serving your master with your 9 to 5 up till you're old and usseless.

We're in full late stage capitalism and the quote you mentioned is fucking perfect.

It's a rigged game and we are most likely to lose, and although has been said that it's very hard that this shit could change.. i'm starting to see more and more people reaching their limit.

If anything, staying alive to see a revolution sounds great to me. But it's very unlikely =[

Sending strength op 🫂
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
679
Someone said on here, "Stop beating yourself up because you can't play a rigged game well." (Think that was the exact wording, I could be wrong.)

Best advice I've seen on here. No need to blame yourself, or even society itself. You didn't create this bullshit. No fault on your part honestly. You did best you could until you couldn't anymore.

When you die, I'm sure there won't be some asshole with a clipboard forcing you to recap your entire life and grade you on how well—or how shitty—you did.

When you die… that's it. The ruling class KNOWS this shit. That's why they couldn't give a fuck about the HISTORICAL exploitative practices that make them richer and you poorer.
Them comfortable and you struggling.
Them living lavish and you living in mental or physical disarray.
They know you're either gonna play ball or wither away and die.

Just look around. See what you see. If you like it, then stay alive. If you don't, then just say,
"Fuck this, y'all can have it."

You know what they say…………
"Leave behind whatever doesn't serve you,"
and for many of us… what we've gotta leave behind is life itself.

Hope I don't sound tone deaf, but just something to think about.
True for anyone who has documents to get a job ( I don't) and for anyone who's older then 26 on this forum (you really don't have to worry about a war since you will not be getting drafted if it goes up in shit the next few years)
 

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