• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,017
I used to scared to death of cancer, trying to be healthy and avoid anything such as alcohol and even bacon and sugar in order to avoid cancer. Any symptom of illness I had made me afraid it could be or lead to cancer. I freaked out when reading about something I had been exposed to a lot could increase risk of cancer.

Now I don't care, I even welcome it. If I get cancer it's another reason to ctb, or I would refuse treatment and ask for palliative care if possible and just die. The only problem is that my family would beg me to undergo any of these harsh destructive cancer treatments. Fuck no!
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Forever Sleep, Britney Spears, NoPoint2Life and 7 others
getoutgirl

getoutgirl

<3
Mar 17, 2025
396
Same. I keep getting fantasies of going for a check up and the doctor saying Oops seems you have inoperable stage 4 cancer, very terminal, not worth trying chemo or anything, sorry to inform you you have a socially acceptable excuse to die oops anyway here is a free ticket to Switzerland
but to no avail :(
 
  • Like
  • Yay!
  • Hugs
Reactions: Britney Spears, AmDead, dcla and 3 others
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,921
Same. I keep getting fantasies of going for a check up and the doctor saying Oops seems you have inoperable stage 4 cancer, very terminal, not worth trying chemo or anything, sorry to inform you you have a socially acceptable excuse to die oops anyway here is a free ticket to Switzerland
but to no avail :(
Interestingly, cancer is one of the reasons you can get a dignified death. That would be nice. If I could get cancer and then go to Dignitas for euthanasia then I would be all up for it. However. Cancer means money for hospitals, insurance policies, et cetera.I'm not spending all the money I saved up working a dead end job all my life on treating cancer.fk that shit.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ididnotconsent, Zyntkalla and Hollowman
ididnotconsent

ididnotconsent

Student
Mar 16, 2025
103
Same. I keep getting fantasies of going for a check up and the doctor saying Oops seems you have inoperable stage 4 cancer, very terminal, not worth trying chemo or anything, sorry to inform you you have a socially acceptable excuse to die oops anyway here is a free ticket to Switzerland
but to no avail :(
We all had the same exact thought lol.
I used to scared to death of cancer, trying to be healthy and avoid anything such as alcohol and even bacon and sugar in order to avoid cancer. Any symptom of illness I had made me afraid it could be or lead to cancer. I freaked out when reading about something I had been exposed to a lot could increase risk of cancer.

Now I don't care, I even welcome it. If I get cancer it's another reason to ctb, or I would refuse treatment and ask for palliative care if possible and just die. The only problem is that my family would beg me to undergo any of these harsh destructive cancer treatments. Fuck no!
Ditto. I'd let it go terminal as well. Chemo sucks ass. Then off to Switzerland.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: getoutgirl

Similar threads

B
Replies
4
Views
207
Suicide Discussion
Tired_birth_1967
T
jane78flower
Replies
13
Views
585
Suicide Discussion
future⩍
future⩍
25jiyuki
Replies
7
Views
447
Suicide Discussion
theboy
theboy
chemicalburns
Replies
1
Views
262
Suicide Discussion
TrappedGnostic
T