I just tried a practice run to pretend trashing around after partial like hitting sides of walls with legs and recorded phone downstairs where my spouse sleeps and you could hear everything. So now what? I have no idea how to get sn I don't know how to do full or anywhere to do it bc I'm never alone. Gun is out. Train is out. I was really banking on partial. Do people always thrash violently or just a little convulsions? With partial?
