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höstdepressioner

höstdepressioner

Jag är den frusne vålnaden i trasiga, frostiga klä
Oct 7, 2023
31
I left this site for a while, thinking things in my life could get better... But they have only gotten worse and I am now truly sure that I want to ctb. Maybe not soon, but I will have what I need on hand for whenever I wish to go. I don't care for choosing a date, I don't feel I matter enough to be allowed to plan my own death.
Either way, I'm back here again, likely until the day I finally ctb.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,819
It's cruel how there is no limit as to how much worse existing can get. But anyway best wishes.
 
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CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

Specialist
Oct 28, 2023
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We'll be here for you until you either reach that day or decide to stay. I'm sure most of the people are happy to help. Either way I hope everything works out for you <3
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Somehow, saying "welcome back" seems real inappropriate, so please just fill in whatever nice thing you'd like to read, "……………".
Sven.
 
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höstdepressioner

höstdepressioner

Jag är den frusne vålnaden i trasiga, frostiga klä
Oct 7, 2023
31
It's cruel how there is no limit as to how much worse existing can get. But anyway best wishes.
Thank you, the same to you.
We'll be here for you until you either reach that day or decide to stay. I'm sure most of the people are happy to help. Either way I hope everything works out for you <3
This means a lot to hear... I hope everything works out for you too.
Somehow, saying "welcome back" seems real inappropriate, so please just fill in whatever nice thing you'd like to read, "……………".
Sven.
Thank you, the nice thing made me very happy... hehe :)
 
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