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Lost_my_soul

Lost_my_soul

No one will help you unless it benefits them
Sep 13, 2023
115
Today is my birthday, I feel like shit, another awful year around the corner, no gf or friends this time, completed one more year of depression and pain, this might be my last one.Just wanted to let it out.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,706
In my case, I find birthdays depressing as even know no matter what it's one year closer to death, it still emphasises the fact that I've suffered for yet another year. But anyway best wishes, it must be dreadful being in that situation.
 
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Izzo 5617

Member
Aug 17, 2023
7
Tomorrow is my birthday and I feel the exact same. I am so sorry but wanted to send a hug. Turning 41 and... the past year has been hell on earth.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
Today is my birthday, I feel like shit, another awful year around the corner, no gf or friends this time, completed one more year of depression and pain, this might be my last one.Just wanted to let it out.
Yeah I know how it feels,the day of my birthday and Christmas day are the most painful days for me.I am sorry but you are not alone...sending you a big hug and well...happy birthday🤗🫂
 
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jussaloser

jussaloser

Member
Jun 20, 2023
61
i hate birthdays they just remind me that i havent died yet
 
darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
623
Today is my birthday, I feel like shit, another awful year around the corner, no gf or friends this time, completed one more year of depression and pain, this might be my last one.Just wanted to let it out.
Although I dislike the attention birthdays come with, I always like the fact I'm that bit nearer to the grave.
 

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