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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
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It feels so weird, after all the physical exhaustion caused by the attempt i feel happy the next day, then a few days later i feel like shit again.
 
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eternalpace

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Oct 18, 2025
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Failed attempts make me feel worse. They are frustrating and cause grief. I've spent a difficult few years since my failed attempt at partial hanging. This time around, I have a method that should have much higher odds of a successful CTB.
 

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