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weirdoldguy

weirdoldguy

Going? Gone.
Sep 21, 2024
14
Today's the day, I'm going to set up 4 glasses of SN each with 25g each in 50ml of water.

I'll be taking 3 ibuprofens then waiting 40 minutes, I've been fasting for a week now, some Omeprazole during my fasts with low water intake.
Might take it within the next hour or two timeframe, I feel a mixture of scared and relief at this moment as my mind rationalizes what I'm about to do.
 
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LondonVillie

LondonVillie

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Nov 13, 2020
16
Why fast for this long?
 
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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
Good luck whatever you decide to do. I'm planning to take mine on Monday and feel a similar mix of aprehension and relief. It's death so I figure that's to be expected, even though I know I want it I still feel reluctant. If I end up taking it I think I'll just have to push through that feeling.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I'm sorry your life has brought you to this difficult decision.
I hope that in the end you find a place of unlimited love & peace🌹💔
 
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weirdoldguy

weirdoldguy

Going? Gone.
Sep 21, 2024
14
Why fast for this long?
I'm used to it, I've been fasting for at least once a day per week and also fasted for an upwards of two weeks before with normal water intake.

Good luck whatever you decide to do. I'm planning to take mine on Monday and feel a similar mix of aprehension and relief. It's death so I figure that's to be expected, even though I know I want it I still feel reluctant. If I end up taking it I think I'll just have to push through that feeling.
Yeah, I was just jotting down some notes for when my body is found. My hands were shaking and I'm feeling the relief as well as reluctance too, right now I'm also factory resetting my phone and will probably do it to this PC when I attempt.
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
241
I'm going soon too tmw and feel exactly this, but anyway good luck and hope you find peace 💜
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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Clochette

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Sep 25, 2024
6
Hope you find peace, good luck !
 
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weirdoldguy

weirdoldguy

Going? Gone.
Sep 21, 2024
14
Resetting my PC now, I wish you all the best and this internet stranger believes in you all.

If I'm unsuccessful I'll recover my account and reply for updates, since it's my main email.
 
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rollingthunder

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May 3, 2023
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May you find peace and good luck in your journey.
 
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Trav1989

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Jun 2, 2024
249
I hope he got the peace he desired, to say I'm envious would be an understatement.
 
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Davey40210

Davey40210

Even the stars make room for new stars
Sep 3, 2024
339
Rest in peace :aw:
 
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