• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block.

Wolf-Alice

Wolf-Alice

Member
Nov 11, 2023
34
I have no doubt I can't buy good drugs to ctb with (the dark net etc. is beyond my scope to deal with) and sometimes I get the urge to just swallow my family's entire medicine cabinet and alcohol stash to ctb.
Obviously this must be a method unlikely to work, but I don't like the violence of methods beyond poisoning myself.
I wanted to do this just now but after taking a few moments have decided against it. It'd be impulsive and likely to fail, after all.
Not sure what I want to achieve by posting this. Whatever.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Ash
Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,736
I think a lot of us have that urge, even though we know that it'll just make us extremely ill, probably have horrible long term consequences but won't actually turn the lights out. I don't know if it's ingrained from books and the media or why we're so attracted to the idea of ODs but I find the only way to overcome it is to keep reminding myself what will and won't happen.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Wolf-Alice
AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
420
There's no point in taking the risk of hurting yourself and damaging urself beyond repair if you already know the attempt will fail.
However I do understand the urge to do so.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Wolf-Alice

Similar threads

ozenn
Replies
2
Views
147
Suicide Discussion
ozenn
ozenn
A
Replies
3
Views
252
Suicide Discussion
Galahad
G
birthdayboy
Replies
10
Views
486
Suicide Discussion
birthdayboy
birthdayboy
nuggetfinder
Replies
0
Views
128
Suicide Discussion
nuggetfinder
nuggetfinder
T
Replies
11
Views
630
Suicide Discussion
thedarkdog
T