Attempting later today

[DeepInTheCreek]

It's so surreal that this time I know I will die and finally end this insane life. I've been sweating and agitated all day, but also just kind of numb too. Thinking about my plan, what will happen after, the risks, etc is extremely tiring. The hours are dragging on until then though

 

[walliwalli]

best of luck, hope you find peace

 

[vascomorrow]

It's so surreal that this time I know I will die and finally end this insane life. I've been sweating and agitated all day, but also just kind of numb too. Thinking about my plan, what will happen after, the risks, etc is extremely tiring. The hours are dragging on until then though

What is your plan? If you dont mind sharing

 

[Unlucky777]

I wish I could do the same now. I hope you find the peace you seek. Take care

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[bakenohana]

hope you find peace good luck

 

[doomedbynarrative]

No matter what happens I hope you find some peace.

 

[StillAbyss]

Good luck

 

[skeletontree]

I hope you find peace, no matter where your journey is taking you to

 

[DeepInTheCreek]

Update: I failed, survival instinct got the best of me and I walked 5 hours back home. I guess I gotta figure out something else now since I really cannot keep going

 

[JustBe]

Update: I failed, survival instinct got the best of me and I walked 5 hours back home. I guess I gotta figure out something else now since I really cannot keep going

Nature is cruel. It's so insanely hard to kill yourself if it's more than an impulsive 1-second decision...
Better luck next time I guess.

 

[DeepInTheCreek]

Nature is cruel. It's so insanely hard to kill yourself if it's more than an impulsive 1-second decision...
Better luck next time I guess.

I think the reason I failed is because I overestimated my ability to walk like 15 miles or so with gallons of water on me, so it tired me out fast to where I just wanted to go home and sleep killing my motivation. I still want to do my method but the only problem is that I just cannot for the life of me find an area nearby that is forested enough; too many farms.