Ryuk
Member
- Feb 24, 2020
- 19
So i found out my disgusting ex was emotionally cheating on me. I felt sick and hurt. It was the tipping point. The deceit, lies, betrayal. I keep thinking i wasnt supposed to live in this world. Bad shit has happened to me since i was very young. Abuse after abuse. Its neverending. So i tried to CTB yesterday (first partial hanging) but SI kicked in. Then overdosed on painkillers. Went to A&E, felt bad for being there as this was self inflicted. They wanted to out me in the psych ward so i ran away from there. Really want to end it all. Please msg me if you have SN.
