attempt to recover

[Buh-bye!]

i subconsciously ( or impulsively ) started thinking about the aftermath of my death and it was so different suddenly ( maybe because i now feel emotions ) that my head started to hurt real bad. i tried and tried but couldn't sleep, was feeling like i'd puke any moment because of the headache. even came to this website just to seek validation for my suicidal thoughts but it was no help. in the end i gave up and told my parents some of this stuff ( my thoughts i mean ) later that night.

i know i can still suicide now and atleast i have made my intentions clear to my parents and my head doesn't hurt ( for now )


MADE THE POST TO LET SOME PEOPLE REALIZE HOW EVEN SOMEONE LIKE ME WITH UNWAVERING SUICIDAL PLANS COULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS UNEXPECTEDLY IF PROCRASTINATED FOR TOO LONG.
ALSO THE SITE, THE PEOPLE HERE ALL OF YOU HAVE BEEN VERY HELPFUL TO ME WITH YOUR THOUGHTS OR ADVICE EVEN IF IT WAS A RANDOM VENT. THUS I WANT TO SHARE ANY THING USEFUL I CAN TOO.

I'D NOW TRY OT STEER CLEAR OF THE SITE FOR AWHILE.
WISH YOU PEACE PEOPLE
HEAD HURT = HEADACHE, THERE'S A LOT OF THINGS I'VE EXAGGERATED IN THE POST SORRY

 

[Forever Sleep]

All the best to you. I hope your recovery goes well.

 

[Buh-bye!]

All the best to you. I hope your recovery goes well.

thank you so much for those words. i'd say i am pretty clueless about things right now but things are satisfactory if i lower my expectations. nothing worse than i have endured before. i'll leave now. thank you friend

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish, perhaps you may wish to look into the Recovery section from time to time, just because you'll find people there in a similar position to your own. They've been where you are and have decided to try to keep going, maybe some of them can assist in your journey.
Hope things go well with you.

 

[Buh-bye!]

Every good wish, perhaps you may wish to look into the Recovery section from time to time, just because you'll find people there in a similar position to your own. They've been where you are and have decided to try to keep going, maybe some of them can assist in your journey.
Hope things go well with you.

that was so very kind of you. and i was trying to steer clear of the recovery section but your words made me rethink about it. it'd see it i can try that. thank you for texting here and good luck to you too friend.

 

[SVEN]

that was so very kind of you. and i was trying to steer clear of the recovery section but your words made me rethink about it. it'd see it i can try that. thank you for texting here and good luck to you too friend.

Should you find it in any way disquieting, please do ignore it (and my suggestion). As you know this is very much a pro choice group, and just like others who have posted you have my hearfelt best wishes.

 

[Buh-bye!]

Should you find it in any way disquieting, please do ignore it (and my suggestion). As you know this is very much a pro choice group, and just like others who have posted you have my hearfelt best wishes.

thank you SVEN and that was a very raw advice, appreciate it.