RE2PAWN
SEE YOU SPACE COWBOY…
- Aug 30, 2025
- 7
Today I learned, after a particularly grueling week at work (and a pretty painful experience at a concert) that I unfortunately make too much to qualify for Medicaid in my new state.
I've been trying to pursue accommodations at work, but without a doctor's note, getting said accommodations is essentially impossible. Doing mind numbing physical labor through severe pain is slowly driving me up the wall, and I fear this might genuinely be my breaking point.
My 23rd birthday is tomorrow, and it's also the 1 year anniversary of one of my closest friends choosing to CTB. I feel so genuinely hopeless that I am truly considering following in his footsteps, despite wanting to try not to before. I just don't think I can handle this anymore. I just want the pain to end.
I've been trying to pursue accommodations at work, but without a doctor's note, getting said accommodations is essentially impossible. Doing mind numbing physical labor through severe pain is slowly driving me up the wall, and I fear this might genuinely be my breaking point.
My 23rd birthday is tomorrow, and it's also the 1 year anniversary of one of my closest friends choosing to CTB. I feel so genuinely hopeless that I am truly considering following in his footsteps, despite wanting to try not to before. I just don't think I can handle this anymore. I just want the pain to end.
