Assisted Suicide please guys help me

[SadCryingBunny]

Hi I'm from Australia, male age 27 and I just want to in the most polite way state this. I want to DIE. Peacefully, without pain or fear. I want to die, be buried 6ft under and forgotten and move on. I've tried the Nitrogen method until my ears started ringing, losing sense of my surroundings etc. Initially it felt like getting numb dots all over my face, which was very uncomfortable. Second and third attempt were better. I think maybe my face got used to it. 3rd time it wasn't the most pleasant but possible and is intimidating to continue through with it until I pass out. Charcoal is too complicated with a tent, etc. My 3rd and final option is to go through the assisted suicide overseas in the Netherlands, Belgium or Switzerland etc. and apply for it stating I've been suffering depression for many years due to my self harm scars & hair loss and I don't want to live. Could somebody please supply me with an application link or what needs to be done. Like the government needs to stop forcing people who don't want to live to continue on. I'm a $20000 annual financial burden anyway so long as I live. So killing me is better. Even if my cuts magically disappeared, I don't want to live with the psychological trauma the rest of my life. I'm mentally scarred. What can I do to get them to accept me for assisted dying? Here in Australia it's only for those with severe terminal illness. I've got a dozen cuts in my forearm and have been on Centrelink payments for all my 20s unable to work and am now heading in the directions towards long term disability because my mental health is worsening with my previous suicide attempt at 23 from hanging and I sincerely humbly beg God I gain the courage to kill myself with Nitrogen once I've setup my mini mask setup which is less claustrophobic than a full face mask. I want an end to this and it be Final. I believe in a higher power behind the universe/life, but I don't know what or who it is. Call it god or whatever. I've begged it over and over to just take me and as always, no response. Do I have to climb up a mountain like Moses and do some ritual for it to accept, go to Makkah etc? I'm done.

 

[Alexandra_]

When I wanted to join Dignitas, I simply printed out their application, filled it out, scanned it, and emailed it to them. I'm not sure if they'd approve of assisted suicide for someone diagnosed with depression. Their services are quite expensive

 

[SadCryingBunny]

When I wanted to join Dignitas, I simply printed out their application, filled it out, scanned it, and emailed it to them. I'm not sure if they'd approve of assisted suicide for someone diagnosed with depression. Their services are quite expensive

Money is not an issue. I want to die.

When I wanted to join Dignitas, I simply printed out their application, filled it out, scanned it, and emailed it to them. I'm not sure if they'd approve of assisted suicide for someone diagnosed with depression. Their services are quite expensive

Why didn't you go through with it. Did you hear back from them?

 

[Alexandra_]

Money is not an issue. I want to die.

Why didn't you go through with it. Did you hear back from them?

My parents didn't give me my inheritance

 

[homeboundcripple]

You encounter three major obstacles if you attempt to pursue the assisted-suicide route. First, it is highly unlikely that it would be approved on the basis of mental illness alone. Second, you need family members who support your decision. Third, their support must be formalized in a contract and publicly notarized. In my case, in the UK, I was unable to have it notarized or publicly certified due to legal and regulatory concerns.

 

[badatparties]

Pegasos is the most liberal of the Swiss VAD organizations. They may possibly accept you (probably not) due to your young age, but your family will absolutely have to sign off on it, notarized documents and what not, and possibly have to accompany you to your voluntary assisted death. They take foreigners from all countries. Just email them with your questions.

Not sure about Belgium or the Netherlands. You'll have to look that up.

 

[madameviolette]

You encounter three major obstacles if you attempt to pursue the assisted-suicide route. First, it is highly unlikely that it would be approved on the basis of mental illness alone. Second, you need family members who support your decision. Third, their support must be formalized in a contract and publicly notarized. In my case, in the UK, I was unable to have it notarized or publicly certified due to legal and regulatory concerns.

What ? But I've seen two people from England get euthanized a few months ago without seemingly any issues ?

 

[badatparties]

What ? But I've seen two people from England get euthanized a few months ago without seemingly any issues ?

It's almost impossible to get a green light from any of the Swiss VAD organizations solely for mental illness as a young person. Only Pegasos will really help you with that, and if so, requires family approval, notarized documents, and possibly them travelling with you to your appointment.

If you're over 50 years old or have a terminal illness, then it's much easier.

 

[homeboundcripple]

What ? But I've seen two people from England get euthanized a few months ago without seemingly any issues ?

these people who were successful, most likely got green lighted before Pegasus tightened up procedures in the last 6 months. Pegasos told me I had to get all my documents notarized, this is a new requirement that was introduced recently because of backlash from pro-lifers after a woman from UK lied about having family support when she didn't.

 

[Anclaje]

It's almost impossible to get a green light from any of the Swiss VAD organizations solely for mental illness as a young person. Only Pegasos will really help you with that, and if so, requires family approval, notarized documents, and possibly them travelling with you to your appointment.

If you're over 50 years old or have a terminal illness, then it's much easier.

I looked at their website, I'm afraid to do all the paperwork and not be accepted..., that they are like everyone else and demand terminal illness, right?

 

[badatparties]

I looked at their website, I'm afraid to do all the paperwork and not be accepted..., that they are like everyone else and demand terminal illness, right?

If you're under 50 and it's solely for mental illness, yes it will be hard. If they accept you, it will require your family's notarized approval and other documents. With that being said, Pegasos is still your best bet.

 

[Anclaje]

If you're under 50 and it's solely for mental illness, yes it will be hard. If they accept you, it will require your family's notarized approval and other documents. With that being said, Pegasos is still your best bet.

If you're under 50 and it's solely for mental illness, yes it will be hard. If they accept you, it will require your family's notarized approval and other documents. With that being said, Pegasos is still your best bet.

What if I was over 50 years old and had no family?

 

[badatparties]

What if I was over 50 years old and had no family?

Over 50 is a much better chance, if you have no family just tell them that.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Hi I'm from Australia, male age 27 and I just want to in the most polite way state this. I want to DIE. Peacefully, without pain or fear. I want to die, be buried 6ft under and forgotten and move on. I've tried the Nitrogen method until my ears started ringing, losing sense of my surroundings etc. Initially it felt like getting numb dots all over my face, which was very uncomfortable. Second and third attempt were better. I think maybe my face got used to it. 3rd time it wasn't the most pleasant but possible and is intimidating to continue through with it until I pass out. Charcoal is too complicated with a tent, etc. My 3rd and final option is to go through the assisted suicide overseas in the Netherlands, Belgium or Switzerland etc. and apply for it stating I've been suffering depression for many years due to my self harm scars & hair loss and I don't want to live. Could somebody please supply me with an application link or what needs to be done. Like the government needs to stop forcing people who don't want to live to continue on. I'm a $20000 annual financial burden anyway so long as I live. So killing me is better. Even if my cuts magically disappeared, I don't want to live with the psychological trauma the rest of my life. I'm mentally scarred. What can I do to get them to accept me for assisted dying? Here in Australia it's only for those with severe terminal illness. I've got a dozen cuts in my forearm and have been on Centrelink payments for all my 20s unable to work and am now heading in the directions towards long term disability because my mental health is worsening with my previous suicide attempt at 23 from hanging and I sincerely humbly beg God I gain the courage to kill myself with Nitrogen once I've setup my mini mask setup which is less claustrophobic than a full face mask. I want an end to this and it be Final. I believe in a higher power behind the universe/life, but I don't know what or who it is. Call it god or whatever. I've begged it over and over to just take me and as always, no response. Do I have to climb up a mountain like Moses and do some ritual for it to accept, go to Makkah etc? I'm done.

SCB, First, I've chatted with depressed individuals in their late thirties who applied to Pegasos & were denied. It's a moot issue until you're significantly older. Second, I wish you the best with the new mask, I understand you're claustrophobic, but I honestly believe the negative effects you experienced could be avoided with an exit bag. And since the bag would be full of gas, it should actually have less contact with your face than any mask. I think the mask is what's standing between you and a peaceful departure. But I'm not sure you're ready. Do not attempt unless you're ready.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

SCB, First, I've chatted with depressed individuals in their late thirties who applied to Pegasos & were denied. It's a moot issue until you're significantly older. Second, I wish you the best with the new mask, I understand you're claustrophobic, but I honestly believe the negative effects you experienced could be avoided with an exit bag. And since the bag would be full of gas, it should actually have less contact with your face than any mask. I think the mask is what's standing between you and a peaceful departure. But I'm not sure you're ready. Do not attempt unless you're ready.

I will try the bag method. Could you suggest one pre-made like those hoods. If I hyperventilate before breathing the nitrogen, will I pass out faster and less painfully.

 

[qbd]

I'm also in Australia. If you find a method, pls let me know. Also if you find access to a firearm, I'd be interested in cbt together as part of a pact.
Pls let me know your thoughts.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

I'm also in Australia. If you find a method, pls let me know. Also if you find access to a firearm, I'd be interested in cbt together as part of a pact.
Pls let me know your thoughts.

Firstly I don't want to be involved together secondly firearms are a bad idea. The only option for me left is to hyperventilate and breath in nitrogen

 

[Tommen Baratheon]

Pegasos is the most liberal of the Swiss VAD organizations. They may possibly accept you (probably not) due to your young age, but your family will absolutely have to sign off on it, notarized documents and what not, and possibly have to accompany you to your voluntary assisted death. They take foreigners from all countries. Just email them with your questions.

Not sure about Belgium or the Netherlands. You'll have to look that up.

Euthansia in case of unbearable mental suffering is reserved for Belgians only. In case of physical suffering (for instance terminal illness) foreigners are welcome although Belgium doesn't want to attract 'death tourists.

 

[Amarajoy]

Pegasos is the most liberal of the Swiss VAD organizations. They may possibly accept you (probably not) due to your young age, but your family will absolutely have to sign off on it, notarized documents and what not, and possibly have to accompany you to your voluntary assisted death. They take foreigners from all countries. Just email them with your questions.

Not sure about Belgium or the Netherlands. You'll have to look that up.

How on earth do we get a notary to sign off on a death contract?

Over 50 is a much better chance, if you have no family just tell them that.

I mean how can they prove if you have family or not?

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

How on earth do we get a notary to sign off on a death contract?

I mean how can they prove if you have family or not?

It's ultimately up to them if they want to take the risk of accepting someone with no family to sign off on it. They have that policy for a reason, they got into some hot water after accepting a woman who never told her family & they didn't find out until after the fact.

 

[Shiitake]

Hi I'm from Australia, male age 27 and I just want to in the most polite way state this. I want to DIE. Peacefully, without pain or fear. I want to die, be buried 6ft under and forgotten and move on. I've tried the Nitrogen method until my ears started ringing, losing sense of my surroundings etc. Initially it felt like getting numb dots all over my face, which was very uncomfortable. Second and third attempt were better. I think maybe my face got used to it. 3rd time it wasn't the most pleasant but possible and is intimidating to continue through with it until I pass out. Charcoal is too complicated with a tent, etc. My 3rd and final option is to go through the assisted suicide overseas in the Netherlands, Belgium or Switzerland etc. and apply for it stating I've been suffering depression for many years due to my self harm scars & hair loss and I don't want to live. Could somebody please supply me with an application link or what needs to be done. Like the government needs to stop forcing people who don't want to live to continue on. I'm a $20000 annual financial burden anyway so long as I live. So killing me is better. Even if my cuts magically disappeared, I don't want to live with the psychological trauma the rest of my life. I'm mentally scarred. What can I do to get them to accept me for assisted dying? Here in Australia it's only for those with severe terminal illness. I've got a dozen cuts in my forearm and have been on Centrelink payments for all my 20s unable to work and am now heading in the directions towards long term disability because my mental health is worsening with my previous suicide attempt at 23 from hanging and I sincerely humbly beg God I gain the courage to kill myself with Nitrogen once I've setup my mini mask setup which is less claustrophobic than a full face mask. I want an end to this and it be Final. I believe in a higher power behind the universe/life, but I don't know what or who it is. Call it god or whatever. I've begged it over and over to just take me and as always, no response. Do I have to climb up a mountain like Moses and do some ritual for it to accept, go to Makkah etc? I'm done.

no offence, did you try minoxidil or finasteride? cause you listed hairloss as one of your reasons.

 

[badatparties]

How on earth do we get a notary to sign off on a death contract?

I mean how can they prove if you have family or not?

They take it on a case by case basis, if you tell them you have no family, they'll have to see if they want to take a risk on you. Good question as far as the notary, I'm not sure if a American notary would even sign off on something like that.

 

[Amarajoy]

They take it on a case by case basis, if you tell them you have no family, they'll have to see if they want to take a risk on you. Good question as far as the notary, I'm not sure if a American notary would even sign off on something like that.

Thanks for the reply. I guess I don't understand why it would be a risk if you don't have family?

 

[badatparties]

Thanks for the reply. I guess I don't understand why it would be a risk if you don't have family?

They don't really have any way to verify if you're telling the truth or not. Many families have raised a big media fuss because their relatives didn't inform them about their assisted suicide. They don't want a big media stink, or families and reporters emailing them demanding answers.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

no offence, did you try minoxidil or finasteride? cause you listed hairloss as one of your reasons.

Yes, major side effects with oral and topical minoxidil such as rapid heart beat and severe headaches especially when I wake up in the morning. I now take a low dose of topical 3x a week of oral dutasteride capsules mixed in PG & ethanol.

 

[Shiitake]

Yes, major side effects with oral and topical minoxidil such as rapid heart beat and severe headaches especially when I wake up in the morning. I now take a low dose of topical 3x a week of oral dutasteride capsules mixed in PG & ethanol.

you mentioned money isnt a problem? why not go to turkey?
did you try finasteride? Or ru394893 (forgot how to spell it)

 

[SadCryingBunny]

you mentioned money isnt a problem? why not go to turkey?
did you try finasteride? Or ru394893 (forgot how to spell it)

The problem really isn't just my hair loss. It's my self harm cuts. The cut in the middle of my arm is the most painful as it is above the tendons. It's over for me. I'm going to die in a few weeks or months once I get the courage. Will be found dead with a bag on my head with a 5L black tank next to me on a remote beach and likely will be on the news.