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submarinedownsea

submarinedownsea

Brazilian so maybe inglish sucks
Sep 1, 2025
17
Yep, i always ask myself if its my feeling or im going crazy, im scared to do it as much im scared to live im suffering
 
shiba

shiba

Student
Aug 6, 2025
97
It comes and goes. I'm not afraid of dying, but it makes me upset that my life has turned out this way. Sometimes suicide makes me happy, but sometimes I feel anger and disappointment.
 
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verminnnn

Member
Dec 4, 2019
44
death itself isn't scary to me, but the pain of actually dying terrifies me. i feel a fear-like emotion when i think about the people i care about moving on after i die, but thankfully when that happens i won't be around to care
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,013
You face it head on , face death even if fear takes over you hold on until you can't anymore.

Yeah benzos would help and so would a lot of other drugs
 
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