Are there reasons NOT to use SN?

[chelpus]

Heya! I just joined this forum recently, and before I've made an account, I've been lurking around and looking into SN, as it seems to be the most accessible to me.

And I just wanted to ask, are there reasons NOT to use SN as my ticket out of this world, given that I properly follow the right protocol/regimen that works for me? From what I've heard, it tastes very salty, and is often more salty than what people expect, that some immediately throw it up as a natural reaction to its taste. But I'm confident that I'd be able to tolerate it, as I have a high tolerance in saltiness. I have also very rarely vomited in my entire life, but I don't know how my body might react when I ingest literal poison.

So far, I've came up with the following regimen, which I'm not sure if it has any flaws:
8:00 AM - 10mg metoclopramide
3:00 PM - solid fasting starting from this point
4:00 PM - 10mg metoclopramide
10:00 PM - liquid fasting starting from this point
11:00 PM - 1000mg paracetamol
11:10 PM - 30mg metoclopramide
11:10 PM - wait 50 minutes, while waiting, dissolve 25g sodium nitrite in two glasses with 50ml water, keep other glass as backup in case of vomiting
12:00 MN - drink one glass, lay down and relax

I live in a Southeast Asian country, and in here, high purity SN seems to be very cheap and accessible, to the point that it seems very wrong. Almost every substances that have been known to be used as a painless or peaceful way to catch the bus have been heavily restricted, like N for example, which has became a lot harder to obtain than pretty much every hardcore drug out there. And that made me wonder, are there reasons to consider using a different method than to take SN?

Thanks!

 

[whatatimetobealive]

your regimen is solid and well prepared. is there a calming agent you can incorporate into it, such as benzos? i understand those can be very hard to acquire, but it seems to help most people with panic or second thoughts.

 

[aufrechtm7]

It's not truly painless, but it seems to be less painful than a lot of other methods. Otherwise: complexity/importance of fasting/potential to be saved mid attempt/means of acquisition.

I'm absolutely biased since I plan on using SN as well for a less violent/less painful method, but the reasons not to use it seem relatively trivial or just apply to pretty much every other pick.

 

[Kayla]

Otherwise: complexity/importance of fasting/potential to be saved mid attempt/means of acquisition.

And even then, it's still so lethal. People have taken SN without fasting and have been helped straight away, and have still suffered cardiac arrests.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm not certain it's the "saltiness" of the taste of SN that leads to emesis more so than the body's recognition that it is harmful (to it), upon which recognition, mechanisms are employed to rid the body of it. Ofc, I may be incorrect. Have been many times. You could test this, although somewhat unscientifically to some degree, at least, by mixing up a solution of water combined with a large amount of NaCl, drink it, and see if it comes up on you.

 

[aufrechtm7]

And even then, it's still so lethal. People have taken SN without fasting and have been helped straight away, and have still suffered cardiac arrests.

I'm not doubting you but did you learn of that particular experience from someone here on sasu, or just general news? My plan was to fast and use thc edibles as a substitute for the lack of benzos, no AE but thought about the value in some OTC options.

 

[Kayla]

I'm not doubting you but did you learn of that particular experience from someone here on sasu, or just general news? My plan was to fast and use thc edibles as a substitute for the lack of benzos, no AE but thought about the value in some OTC options.

There are medical records on here.

 

[TomIsNotMyName]

I'm not certain it's the "saltiness" of the taste of SN that leads to emesis more so than the body's recognition that it is harmful (to it), upon which recognition, mechanisms are employed to rid the body of it.

I didn't vomit when I took SN, and I didn't think it tasted that bad. But I only took about 1 gram, so maybe I would've vomited if I had taken more. That's just my personal experience, could be different for everyone

 

[a-lien]

so it will work without fasting ? but are there complications.
does the process of dying is longer ? more vomit ?

I have no problem with nothing to eat the whole day ( I'm used to that), but without drinking cola, would be really hard for me...
and cola would maybe counts as something to eat ..

There are medical records on here.

yeah I've read you drank it with fanta..,... do you ate something?
sry if it was in the report, I don't understand every single word :/ sadly.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I didn't vomit when I took SN, and I didn't think it tasted that bad. But I only took about 1 gram, so maybe I would've vomited if I had taken more. That's just my personal experience, could be different for everyone

Apples and oranges, honestly. 1 gram is NO WHERE close to 25g. Honestly, it shouldn't even be played with like you did, taking 1g "just to see" how it tastes, what it would do, etc. It's not a recreational drug. And, yes, it goes without saying, that everyone's system is different.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Hello and welcome, but also sorry for what brought you here and to this point. As for vomiting, it seems to be inevitable. I'll be including gum or lozenges and maybe numbing spray. Something I read about here:

Thread 'My SN protocol and some tips' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-sn-protocol-and-some-tips.230522/

 

[ohdeergod]

i suggest watching videos of people using SN. it seems relatively peaceful.

 

[TomIsNotMyName]

Apples and oranges, honestly. 1 gram is NO WHERE close to 25g. Honestly, it shouldn't even be played with like you did, taking 1g "just to see" how it tastes, what it would do, etc. It's not a recreational drug. And, yes, it goes without saying, that everyone's system is different.

I did not "play" with it.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I did not "play" with it.

Um, taking 1 gram, just to "test" its effects, is "playing" with it, afaic, and would be to a whole bunch of other folks, too. If you're talking about playing with "something" else, we can stop right here 'cause I neither need, nor really want, to know anything more of the slimey details about whatever that might be .

Did you ever see this sticky?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/psa-do-not-test-ingest-sn.201611/

 

[Kayla]

so it will work without fasting ? but are there complications.
does the process of dying is longer ? more vomit ?

I have no problem with nothing to eat the whole day ( I'm used to that), but without drinking cola, would be really hard for me...
and cola would maybe counts as something to eat ..


yeah I've read you drank it with fanta..,... do you ate something?
sry if it was in the report, I don't understand every single word :/ sadly.

I'm not gonna say exactly what won't or will work because I don't know, I just know what I experienced. I took 7g in lemon fanta. I didn't fast; I had eaten not long before.. It took me roughly an hour to go into cardiac arrest. But I will say I was not conscious for all of that. I was having seizures, and because of the lack of oxygen to my brain, my body was alive, but my mind and consciousness were not there.

Um, taking 1 gram, just to "test" its effects, is "playing" with it, afaic, and would be to a whole bunch of other folks, too. If you're talking about playing with "something" else, we can stop right here 'cause I neither need, nor really want, to know anything more of the slimey details about whatever that might be .

Did you ever see this sticky?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/psa-do-not-test-ingest-sn.201611/

Want to stop being so rude to him? You don't know the full situation. People have died from 4g of SN. I took 7g and almost died from it. You can't "play" with SN.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Want to stop being so rude to him? You don't know the full situation. People have died from 4g of SN. I took 7g and almost died from it. You can't "play" with SN.

It's not being rude to anyone to point out the stupidity of ones actions. Do you even know what the definition of rude is? Actually, I feel I was quite diplomatic in my approach of conveying the absurdity of the OP's actions. And, "I took 7g and almost died from it". Thanks for reinforcing the point. I think you, TOO, need to read the link I posted. Stop treating suicide like some fucking game. Might as well just shoot yourself in the head with a .22 cartridge JUST TO SEE what it *might* feel like to shoot yourself with a .44 Magnum cartridge, or 12g shotgun.

 

[Kayla]

It's not being rude to anyone to point out the stupidity of ones actions. Do you even know what the definition of rude is? Actually, I feel I was quite diplomatic in my approach of conveying the absurdity of the OP's actions. And, "I took 7g and almost died from it". Thanks for reinforcing the point. I think you, TOO, need to read the link I posted. Stop treating suicide like some fucking game. Might as well just shoot yourself in the head with a .22 cartridge JUST TO SEE what it *might* feel like to shoot yourself with a .44 Magnum cartridge, or 12g shotgun.

Yeah, I went through everything I did with SN because I "wanted to" because it was a "game," yeah i really asked for the doctors to cut a hole in my neck. I asked to have a cardiac arrest and be dead for 25 minutes because it "was a game". I was in a coma for 3 weeks just for the fun of it. I had to relearn how to walk and everything just because I wanted to test sn. I wanted to die. The doctors could have called my death at any moment. Stop being so rude to people when you know NOTHING about their situation.

 

[TomIsNotMyName]

Um, taking 1 gram, just to "test" its effects, is "playing" with it, afaic, and would be to a whole bunch of other folks, too. If you're talking about playing with "something" else, we can stop right here 'cause I neither need, nor really want, to know anything more of the slimey details about whatever that might be .

Did you ever see this sticky?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/psa-do-not-test-ingest-sn.201611/

I didn't try it just to "test" its effects. It was my full intention to die in that moment. But yeah, let's just say shit we know nothing about just to feel better about ourselves.

 

[Green eyed girl]

I'm not gonna say exactly what won't or will work because I don't know, I just know what I experienced. I took 7g in lemon fanta. I didn't fast; I had eaten not long before.. It took me roughly an hour to go into cardiac arrest. But I will say I was not conscious for all of that. I was having seizures, and because of the lack of oxygen to my brain, my body was alive, but my mind and consciousness were not there.

Want to stop being so rude to him? You don't know the full situation. People have died from 4g of SN. I took 7g and almost died from it. You can't "play" with SN.

Can you clarify whether it was 7g or 70g that you ingested in your attempt? In some of your related threads you said it was 70g.

 

[Kayla]

Can you clarify whether it was 7g or 70g that you ingested in your attempt? In some of your related threads you said it was 70g.

It was 7g. In one of my medical records, it said 70g, and then in others, it was 7g. I took 7g, and 7g seems more realistic.

 

[Green eyed girl]

It was 7g. In one of my medical records, it said 70g, and then in others, it was 7g. I took 7g, and 7g seems more realistic.

Thanks for the clarification and for sharing your story- makes a huge difference between encouragement by the fact that 7g had that effect despite any compromise in the efficacy due to the Fanta in-lieu of water, and discouragement if it was 70g. Even with the Fanta, it's hard to imagine you'd have survived 70g.

 

[meddle]

i took 2 g of sn and ended up in icu. might have died. i know you are not supposed to test ingest sn, but its hard to do something that will 100% guarantee death. so i sorta played the russian roulette. tricked myself, told myself that "ill just try a little and see how this will work", this was made to make me take sn. i was ok with dying. but the process took much longer than i thought it will take, my father came home, found out and called an ambulance. i had spend like a couple of days in coma. and there also were no methylene blue infusions

so if i would try to ctb with sn again, i would take something like 5-10 g. in my humble opinion, 25 is an overkill. this amount will make you throw up for sure, in turn, after 2 grams i didnt feel nauseous at all

 

[Dante_]

Can we stop judging people by their actions or lack thereof to follow through on their intent to die, we all know how hard it is to even reach a point where taking this is an option that never leaves our thoughts, every survivor of this, low or high dose, knew exactly there was a chance, no matter how minute that they may have died from it, myself included when I did. I believe we can have conversations without being rude toward each other both ways, please.

 

[Amarajoy]

i took 2 g of sn and ended up in icu. might have died. i know you are not supposed to test ingest sn, but its hard to do something that will 100% guarantee death. so i sorta played the russian roulette. tricked myself, told myself that "ill just try a little and see how this will work", this was made to make me take sn. i was ok with dying. but the process took much longer than i thought it will take, my father came home, found out and called an ambulance. i had spend like a couple of days in coma. and there also were no methylene blue infusions

so if i would try to ctb with sn again, i would take something like 5-10 g. in my humble opinion, 25 is an overkill. this amount will make you throw up for sure, in turn, after 2 grams i didnt feel nauseous at all

But I think 25 g might make it quicker?

 

[SASU-KE]

Yes do not use @SNastablesalt

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Sorry, I thought your username was appropriate for this thread

 

[meddle]

But I think 25 g might make it quicker?

yeah, definetely. i had to wait approximately 1,5 hours before the symptoms of poisoning showed up. but i found this wait ok. like you can change your mind and call an ambulance at any second, so... you can listen to music, look at funny pictures, add final touches to your note, haha. but maybe it was alprazolam that made me feel so calm

 

[hurb]

I live in a Southeast Asian country, and in here, high purity SN seems to be very cheap and accessible, to the point that it seems very wrong.

u said it is very easy to access SN in your country. how can I tell it is easy to acquire in my country ? is it sold in shops or u r buying it from drug dealers?

 

[raemysteryO]

u said it is very easy to access SN in your country. how can I tell it is easy to acquire in my country ? is it sold in shops or u r buying it from drug dealers?

I happen to live in the same region as OP (South East Asia) and SN is very accessible in the local e-commerce. No need to buy from dealers or B2B chemical shop.