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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
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I just don't want to feel sensations for a while. My sickness gives me too many sensations all the time, and the only escape is sleep.
 
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martyrdom

Arcanist
Nov 3, 2025
427
Ketamine does this.
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
No, this doesn't exist.
Ketamine is a dissociative, it creates these strong hallucinations, it does not actually do this.
Hope you get better sweety 💜
while i am not bedbound, i hear these voices all day, i would never think of taking ketamine to shut them up
today they tried to convince me the Bride of Christ, refers to an actual person which is the wife of God and I am that person
 
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martyrdom

Arcanist
Nov 3, 2025
427
No, this doesn't exist.
Ketamine is a dissociative, it creates these strong hallucinations, it does not actually do this.
Hope you get better sweety 💜
while i am not bedbound, i hear these voices all day, i would never think of taking ketamine to shut them up
today they tried to convince me the Bride of Christ, refers to an actual person which is the wife of God and I am that person
No drug will actually stop your consciousness from being connected to your body but the severe dissociation that ketamine induces often makes it completely impossible to feel your body at all. I don't have the energy to argue if that's what you're looking for though, just clarifying what I meant.
 
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whotookmylexapro

whotookmylexapro

Member
Jan 19, 2024
73
Ketamine is the closest drug that can emulate no feelings. When i had it at my psychiatrist appointment, i truly felt like nothing. It was like i was an atom of some object floating through space. No autonomy, no feelings, no reactions, no desires. Unfortunately it is a profoundly short acting drug and chronic use has detrimental side effects.
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
No drug will actually stop your consciousness from being connected to your body but the severe dissociation that ketamine induces often makes it completely impossible to feel your body at all. I don't have the energy to argue if that's what you're looking for though, just clarifying what I meant.
How do I get Ketamine
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,242
Ketamine, LSD, magic mushrooms. They used to say that stuff like that would make you go crazy. Now they talk about using it as for treatment for mental illness. The joke's on somebody.
 
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martyrdom

Arcanist
Nov 3, 2025
427
How do I get Ketamine
It's illegal/highly regulated in most countries, I think some places offer it as an experimental mental health treatment? I only know how to get it on the street, so you'll have to do your own research for your region and available sources.
 
Spicy Tteokbokki

Spicy Tteokbokki

매운 떡볶이
Oct 11, 2020
356
It's illegal/highly regulated in most countries, I think some places offer it as an experimental mental health treatment? I only know how to get it on the street, so you'll have to do your own research for your region and available sources.
Yeah, there's been an increasing amount of research into the use of ketamine for mental health in the recent years, though it obviously varies as there's a practitioner with you, and I believe a lower dose as well compared to people who do it to get 'wasted'.
 
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yxmux

yxmux

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Apr 16, 2024
183
that's just anesthetic drugs atp. i doubt you could get your hands on those easily
 
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BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
191
that's just anesthetic drugs atp. i doubt you could get your hands on those easily
Yeah maybe nitrous oxide it used to legal in the UK until 2 years ago, but it's still really easy to buy on the clearnet
 

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