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diealegend24

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May 11, 2026
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I want to end my life but I need a place in which no one will ever find me. The Aokigahara may be my best bed.

The Aokigahara is a place in which many people go to end life. Perhaps I can plan a trip here someday and end it there. Always wanted to go to Japan someday.

I refuse to end my life in a place where my family can find me. My little brother passed away from cancer recently and my parents don't need another death.

However, I'm tired of life. I've fought so hard for so long but I'm tired. My little brother was my best FUCKING FRIEND. I love him more than the entire world.

He would have wanted me to live. But I can't do this without him. OCD, family trauma and life as a whole is too miserable.
 
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mirabelle from isat

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Mar 25, 2026
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Apparently the forest is constantly patrolled for suicides now, you would be found in hours
 
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Apr 1, 2026
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I mean , if you exhibited signs of the fatigue from life that you feel then wouldn't your parents figure it out anyway ? or would they think that you just cut contact and are alive somewhere ?
Anyways , I don't think that's realistic , your body would most definitely be found , obviously they would have your information and as a foreign national on vacation you demise would prolly also bring a lot of attention .
You wont be able to bypass modern science and also achieve a peaceful exit , maybe a third world country would be more feasible .
 
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diealegend24

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May 11, 2026
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I mean , if you exhibited signs of the fatigue from life that you feel then wouldn't your parents figure it out anyway ? or would they think that you just cut contact and are alive somewhere ?
Anyways , I don't think that's realistic , your body would most definitely be found , obviously they would have your information and as a foreign national on vacation you demise would prolly also bring a lot of attention .
You wont be able to bypass modern science and also achieve a peaceful exit , maybe a third world country would be more feasible .
I know there exists a place out there where I could die and never be found. People go missing all the time and are never found.

Perhaps it's may not be Aokigahara in Japan, maybe it is a third world country or somewhere remote.

I will not stop until I find the place. I have to end my life in a manner in which I will never be found or it will look like an accident.

I only live one life, I have to make sure my exit plan is done in a way in which I won't have many regrets in how it's done.
 
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wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
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I want to end my life but I need a place in which no one will ever find me. The Aokigahara may be my best bed.

The Aokigahara is a place in which many people go to end life. Perhaps I can plan a trip here someday and end it there. Always wanted to go to Japan someday.

I refuse to end my life in a place where my family can find me. My little brother passed away from cancer recently and my parents don't need another death.

However, I'm tired of life. I've fought so hard for so long but I'm tired. My little brother was my best FUCKING FRIEND. I love him more than the entire world.

He would have wanted me to live. But I can't do this without him. OCD, family trauma and life as a whole is too miserable.
the pain they would feel if you just disappeared without a trace, especially after they lost your brother would be immeasurable - if you simply must die by your own hand, they need to know. not knowing would be torture for them

i am not downplaying how bad you feel, but can you imagine how your parents would feel losing 2 of their babies in quick succession, and both of them to two of the most tragic methods ever
 
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diealegend24

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May 11, 2026
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the pain they would feel if you just disappeared without a trace, especially after they lost your brother would be immeasurable - if you simply must die by your own hand, they need to know. not knowing would be torture for them

i am not downplaying how bad you feel, but can you imagine how your parents would feel losing 2 of their babies in quick succession, and both of them to two of the most tragic methods ever
No I'm sorry but never. I don't deny it would immeasurable. But I've struggled with my mental all my life. I fought so hard to get better before my little brother passed but him passing and my mental health( OCD) still being shit is destroying me.

I've decided long ago when I end my life I will leave without a trace and go to a location where I'm sure no one will ever find me. And that's a promise I will keep to myself.

It's so sad because I'm against suicide and I never wanted it to be this way. But it seems like it's inevitable.

So if it's inevitable I will go out on my own terms. I'd rather them continue to wonder where am I than know I went out that way.

You're a good person, your heart is in the right place. But this specific way is the only way I can end it and be okay.
 
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wine is fine but

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No I'm sorry but never. I don't deny it would immeasurable. But I've struggled with my mental all my life. I fought so hard to get better before my little brother passed but him passing and my mental health( OCD) still being shit is destroying me.

I've decided long ago when I end my life I will leave without a trace and go to a location where I'm sure no one will ever find me. And that's a promise I will keep to myself.

It's so sad because I'm against suicide and I never wanted it to be this way. But it seems like it's inevitable.

So if it's inevitable I will go out on my own terms. I'd rather them continue to wonder where am I than know I went out that way.

You're a good person, your heart is in the right place. But this specific way is the only way I can end it and be okay.
i am not saying they need to know it was suicide, but they will need a body. they will need closure

you have made threads about making it look like an accident, so perhaps that might have to be what you do




this profile is from a family member of a someone here who most probably took their own life, but they cannot find her
you can see from their latest post just how devastating it is not knowing
 
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groovygoober

groovygoober

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Apr 1, 2026
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I know there exists a place out there where I could die and never be found. People go missing all the time and are never found.

Perhaps it's may not be Aokigahara in Japan, maybe it is a third world country or somewhere remote.

I will not stop until I find the place. I have to end my life in a manner in which I will never be found or it will look like an accident.

I only live one life, I have to make sure my exit plan is done in a way in which I won't have many regrets in how it's done.

Making it look like an accident,I guess you could do that but then you remove the possibility of not being found and your parents will have to face your death .

Forests are feasible , aokigahara is a sucide hotspot so , not reccommended.
If I were in the U.S I would consider Alaska.
The best option imo would be The DariƩn Gap.

There are a lot of forests in the world , just pick one that meets the needed criterias.
 
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discreetmadness

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Aug 13, 2025
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I think accident might be your best bet. Car crashes and accidentally walking into traffic are things that normal people don't think would be suicide, (I know this from personal experience) especially if they're predisposed to believing that you would not want to end your own life.
 
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diealegend24

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May 11, 2026
39
Making it look like an accident,I guess you could do that but then you remove the possibility of not being found and your parents will have to face your death .

Forests are feasible , aokigahara is a sucide hotspot so , not reccommended.
If I were in the U.S I would consider Alaska.
The best option imo would be The DariƩn Gap.

There are a lot of forests in the world , just pick one that meets the needed criterias.
I know Aokigahara is a hot spot but many people have died there. I think it'd be a beautiful place to die in.
 
TheWindow047

TheWindow047

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May 10, 2026
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I want to end my life but I need a place in which no one will ever find me. The Aokigahara may be my best bed.

The Aokigahara is a place in which many people go to end life. Perhaps I can plan a trip here someday and end it there. Always wanted to go to Japan someday.

I refuse to end my life in a place where my family can find me. My little brother passed away from cancer recently and my parents don't need another death.

However, I'm tired of life. I've fought so hard for so long but I'm tired. My little brother was my best FUCKING FRIEND. I love him more than the entire world.

He would have wanted me to live. But I can't do this without him. OCD, family trauma and life as a whole is too miserable.
not to sound rude but maybe if you disappear and the last place you went to was The suicide place is kinda obvious that they're going to figure out what happened
 
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diealegend24

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May 11, 2026
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not to sound rude but maybe if you disappear and the last place you went to was The suicide place is kinda obvious that they're going to figure out what happened
But how would someone even know I'm going there? I don't plan on telling anyone
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i am not saying they need to know it was suicide, but they will need a body. they will need closure

you have made threads about making it look like an accident, so perhaps that might have to be what you do




this profile is from a family member of a someone here who most probably took their own life, but they cannot find her
you can see from their latest post just how devastating it is not knowing

It's sad, very sad. However suicide is a major sin in my religion and also my parents don't need. It'd be much better for them if I go missing than they know that's how I died and see the body. They don't need that pain.
 
Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
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But how would someone even know I'm going there? I don't plan on telling anyone
It's


It's sad, very sad. However suicide is a major sin in my religion and also my parents don't need. It'd be much better for them if I go missing than they know that's how I died and see the body. They don't need that pain.
Well you'd be going there by plane, so a ticket and passport? Japan is land of cctvs. So unless it's whatever country you're currently in and off grid.
 

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