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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
My dog. The way she looks out the window with puppy eyes every time I leave for work or whatever might be the only thing holding me back.

The only thing that makes me sad when I contemplate dying is the effect it will have on my dogs...
 
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Battered_Seoul

Experienced
Jun 13, 2018
291
Chess; online and club, progressive house, lower league UK football, my beautiful angel on the other side of the world being pressured for her poor choice of man (me), but displaying fidelity and faith, memories of past times where I lived with vibrancy and energy and that aren't sullied by the current shambles of my life. My dad's homemade Spaghetti Bolognese.
 
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
Do any of you have something good in your life that makes you feel less sad? Moments, people or hobbies, anything?
Mine are:
1.My son
2.Music
3.Boxing
4. Tai Chi (boring to practice, but good moments).
Soccer, but that's about it
 
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CantGoOn

CantGoOn

Member
Jun 7, 2018
73
I would've said my only friend, or my mom a few months back but they're gone..well my friend is still technically here but it's clear he doesn't like me anymore.
 
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eczema

eczema

Member
Oct 6, 2018
59
my family. i feel so guilty for leaving them and i won't try to make excuses. also dolls- i collect them and often fantasize about becoming a porcelain dollmaker. it's a pipe dream but it makes me happy. monster high calms me down and makes me laugh, i watch the movies when i'm upset. i like reading. i also write poetry and short stories. my best friend. my girlfriend, although she hasn't been speaking to me lately and we live very far apart. heather dale and taylor swift. "the stolen child" by wb yeats. food, especially pasta and cake. baking. holidays. mountains. snow. john mulaney. manga.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Nope not really, not at this time. I feel pretty alone in life. I'm not homeless and hoping to kick my Adderall dependency.
 
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