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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
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Sometime withing the next few weeks/month I'm gonna place my SN order from DSL. I love with my parents and have a few concerns...

1. My main concern is that my package will be seized at customs and I could end up getting a wellness check. I've only heard of people from Europe getting wellness checks but I figured I'd ask if anyone in the US has received wellness checks due to buying SN. I'm wondering if I should order with a fake name and have the package shipped to my grandma's house (She doesn't even understand her phone so I doubt she would figure out what I ordered.) This also prevents my parents from opening it or finding it suspicious if it ends up being labeled as chemicals.

2. I kinda already touched on it above, but I'm also wondering what the package looks like when it arrives.

3. How long does it usually take to ship to the US? My mom is potentially leaving the state for a few days around Memorial Day, so I might try ordering my SN so that it would arrive when she isn't there to see the package.

Thanks 😊
 
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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
102
Maybe you don't love them quite enough, since you're about to put them through the most pain a person can endure in this life
I do not love my mom.
 
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aufrechtm7

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Feb 14, 2026
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Rough estimate, I would say at least 2-6 weeks depending on shipping option. There's always the chance the package is seized too.
 
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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
102
Rough estimate, I would say at least 2-6 weeks depending on shipping option. There's always the chance the package is seized too.
Do you know how common it is for packages to the US to get seized?
 
aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

♡ strxwberrymilk
Feb 14, 2026
351
Maybe you don't love them quite enough, since you're about to put them through the most pain a person can endure in this life
It seems to have been a typo
 
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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
102
It seems to have been a typo
Didn't even realize that. I thought it was weird that someone was questioning my love for my parents. I meant to say I live with my parents. My parents can eat dirt for all I care. They fucking SUCK
 
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eggsausagerice

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Didn't even realize that. I thought it was weird that someone was questioning my love for my parents. I meant to say I live with my parents. My parents can eat dirt for all I care. They fucking SUCK
so real. i was wondering why they were asking that too because i read your post too fast and thought it did say live. i think unsupportive parents are the worst people ever. i get pretty irritated when people assume that the reason i haven't committed suicide is because i care about my parents, but they're honestly the reason i'm doing it in the first place. i'm pretty jealous of people that don't have a really terrible relationship with their parents. no one besides my sister is able to understand how awful they are and we both want to move away.
 
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CenturiesEnd

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Jun 22, 2025
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Sometime withing the next few weeks/month I'm gonna place my SN order from DSL. I love with my parents and have a few concerns...

1. My main concern is that my package will be seized at customs and I could end up getting a wellness check. I've only heard of people from Europe getting wellness checks but I figured I'd ask if anyone in the US has received wellness checks due to buying SN. I'm wondering if I should order with a fake name and have the package shipped to my grandma's house (She doesn't even understand her phone so I doubt she would figure out what I ordered.) This also prevents my parents from opening it or finding it suspicious if it ends up being labeled as chemicals.

2. I kinda already touched on it above, but I'm also wondering what the package looks like when it arrives.

3. How long does it usually take to ship to the US? My mom is potentially leaving the state for a few days around Memorial Day, so I might try ordering my SN so that it would arrive when she isn't there to see the package.

Thanks 😊
I ordered a few days ago and it's already in the US. I'll let you know if there's any welfare check risk but 99% chance things are safe here in the U.S. as the senate has not passed the bill outlawing pure SN yet (or something along those lines).
 
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aufrechtm7

♡ strxwberrymilk
Feb 14, 2026
351
I ordered a few days ago and it's already in the US. I'll let you know if there's any welfare check risk but 99% chance things are safe here in the U.S. as the senate has not passed the bill outlawing pure SN yet (or something along those lines).
The bill? Wait what, that's a thing that's in progress?
 
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a-lien

waiting for the space shuttle
Feb 22, 2026
98
that's fast, with express :D?
 
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doomerguy88

Student
Aug 13, 2025
130
Maybe you don't love them quite enough, since you're about to put them through the most pain a person can endure in this life
I love my mom to death and we live together. But I am I such a bad way mentally to the point it makes it hard for me to show her that love, which is something I used to be able to do easily. I have SN and the thought of putting her through that is devastating to me which is one of the only things stopping me I think. But part me of also feels like am I supposed to keep suffering just to not put her through that. I guess what I am trying to say is that just because you feel like you have no other choice but to end your suffering doesn't mean you don't love the people you are close to who would have to deal with it.
 
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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
102
so real. i was wondering why they were asking that too because i read your post too fast and thought it did say live. i think unsupportive parents are the worst people ever. i get pretty irritated when people assume that the reason i haven't committed suicide is because i care about my parents, but they're honestly the reason i'm doing it in the first place. i'm pretty jealous of people that don't have a really terrible relationship with their parents. no one besides my sister is able to understand how awful they are and we both want to move away.
OMG SAME!! I honestly wouldn't be on this site of I had better parents. They genuinely had no business having children. I also feel a sense of sadness when I see people on this forum talk about how they worry about their parents. Obviously sadness for the fact that they are in this forum, but also a feeling that I missed out on that aspect if family because I realized in high school that my parents didn't love me and I didn't love them.
I ordered a few days ago and it's already in the US. I'll let you know if there's any welfare check risk but 99% chance things are safe here in the U.S. as the senate has not passed the bill outlawing pure SN yet (or something along those lines).
Ooo thanks! I heard a thick or two about that bill. I'm hoping it doesn't get passed before I order it.
 
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howtounborn

His life was for no one and nothing
Dec 9, 2024
16
I ordered a few days ago and it's already in the US. I'll let you know if there's any welfare check risk but 99% chance things are safe here in the U.S. as the senate has not passed the bill outlawing pure SN yet (or something along those lines).
Did you use your real name? And address?
 
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CenturiesEnd

Member
Jun 22, 2025
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Did you use your real name? And address?
I used my real address. Not my real name but I was being overly paranoid. If you get in contact with the real guy over telegram or whatsapp (you'll know), feel free to give real information, it just helps things go smoothly. Americans aren't under the same pressure as UK residents for this stuff. Not yet.

If you don't want to use your address, look around your area if there's a spot that offers private mail box rental services. UPS and other shipping services often provide those. And use the address of that.
 
mistrezzoz

mistrezzoz

CTRL ALT DLT
Mar 20, 2026
6
Sometime withing the next few weeks/month I'm gonna place my SN order from DSL. I love with my parents and have a few concerns...

1. My main concern is that my package will be seized at customs and I could end up getting a wellness check. I've only heard of people from Europe getting wellness checks but I figured I'd ask if anyone in the US has received wellness checks due to buying SN. I'm wondering if I should order with a fake name and have the package shipped to my grandma's house (She doesn't even understand her phone so I doubt she would figure out what I ordered.) This also prevents my parents from opening it or finding it suspicious if it ends up being labeled as chemicals.

2. I kinda already touched on it above, but I'm also wondering what the package looks like when it arrives.

3. How long does it usually take to ship to the US? My mom is potentially leaving the state for a few days around Memorial Day, so I might try ordering my SN so that it would arrive when she isn't there to see the package.

Thanks 😊
I see tons of people on here saying it is hard to get SN. I found a site in minutes and ordered it just fine in Washington. It arrives today.
 
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maketner

Member
Jun 11, 2025
38
I see tons of people on here saying it is hard to get SN. I found a site in minutes and ordered it just fine in Washington. It arrives today.
I'm looking to order. Please update when yours arrives. I'm just curious about your process.
 
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howtounborn

His life was for no one and nothing
Dec 9, 2024
16
I see tons of people on here saying it is hard to get SN. I found a site in minutes and ordered it just fine in Washington. It arrives today.
I found the site too but waiting to order in a way so that I have plausible deniability in case of a welfare check for some reason.

Did you use VPN while ordering? Real name, address and phone number? Also, how did you pay?

I'm a bit paranoid, sorry if the questions are too much.
 
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hiddeh

Member
Aug 6, 2025
7
Since shipping is risky and a could be a hassle :
Is there a possibility to pick it up in Poland (or another EU country) ?
Maybe combine with vacation. ?
Anyone any experience ?
 
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SDB

Student
Jul 21, 2025
120
I ordered a few days ago and it's already in the US. I'll let you know if there's any welfare check risk but 99% chance things are safe here in the U.S. as the senate has not passed the bill outlawing pure SN yet (or something along those lines).
So that means that my SN that i think is in customs due to FedEx should be out soon and on its way to Canada? It's been stopped since the 4th. I can't tell what's going on.
I see tons of people on here saying it is hard to get SN. I found a site in minutes and ordered it just fine in Washington. It arrives today.
No problems with customs?
 

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