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kettlevinbarq

kettlevinbarq

I'm Tired
Dec 12, 2023
110
I'm embarassed about being suicidal. When I do ctb, I don't really want anyone to know it was suicide. If people ask, I plan on making my husband tell everyone I was just terminally ill and that's how I died.
 
Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
993
I don't want anyone to know I CTB, but that wish won't come true. Even if it conflicts with my idealising and beliefs, I'm ok with that.
 
C

CPY

Student
Oct 30, 2023
134
I don't want people who hate me to know of my passing and giving them rejoice also I don't want my death linked to this forum
 
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Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
I don't care if people know I ctb'd once I'm gone because I'll never have to face their judgement. I do care if people know I failed an attempt and I have to deal with the whispers and faux sympathy or stigma that comes with it.
 
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Saundersr1984

New Member
Nov 17, 2023
2
Yeah. I wish I could just kind of blink out of existence. I don't want to be remembered at all, much less have them remember the end.
 
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AtomicWaffles

AtomicWaffles

hxppy thxughts
Dec 15, 2023
91
Yea I feel you, My ideal passing would just disappearing and doing it in a place where I may never be discovered till I am mummified or something, just I don't want my official cause of death to be suicide
 

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