I'm curious as my other illnesses Depression, OCD and severe anxiety have morphed into a form of Agoraphobia and it has basically sent me over the edge. Knowing I may not have a place to even live soon and fighting all these severe mental illness with no real support from family and anyone else has give. up on me. Why cant ending it all just be easy for those who no longer can take all this pain and suffering??
Chex
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- Aug 15, 2023
- 40
It can be hell, can't it? As if we don't suffer enough and NO ONE understands what we are going through. They can't comprehend what Agoraphobia is.
Chex
Member
- Aug 15, 2023
- 40
It is living hell, battling nobody but yourself. But at the same time every single other person on planet earth. Feels like it 7 billion vs 1.
lack
im sorry for what i said
- Sep 14, 2023
- 79
this is a fucked up world when people are forced to suffer, then to be put into more abysmal situations because of their suffering and so their suffering only intensifies.
i have to believe at some point i am gonna finally snap and end that suffering for myself. i just moved to a place i can't afford and i assume ill likely end up homeless at some point, too, which would probably push me over the edge as well if i haven't already.
my best wishes to you for finding whatever kind of peace you find
i have to believe at some point i am gonna finally snap and end that suffering for myself. i just moved to a place i can't afford and i assume ill likely end up homeless at some point, too, which would probably push me over the edge as well if i haven't already.
my best wishes to you for finding whatever kind of peace you find
Chex
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- Aug 15, 2023
- 40
As to you too.
And on top of that I feel like I have some kind of fucked form of schizophrenia so it's just extremely unbearable everyday and I don't even do much, because of it all.
Exactly, no one understands and it's very embarrassing
I know what you mean. I feel like I could snap at anytime as well. I'm facing being homeless soon and I ask myself how can I leave here when my Agoraphobia boss me stuck there for many months?
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catoid
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- Jul 25, 2022
- 6
i was agoraphobic at the beginning of this year and late 2023, i couldnt even check the mail or take out trash unless it was the middle of the night because i didnt want anyone to see me
Yes I know that all too well. My physical appearnce and condition has severely gone down gill due to not eating well and not being able to take care of myself due to severe deoression.
cowboypants
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- May 7, 2024
- 554
Yeah It has been harrowing if I have to deal with people. It became lot worse over the years as i started isolating myself more. It has been up and down
flansies
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- May 18, 2024
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What a curse agoraphobia is. I began to isolate myself, and it wasn't until I couldn't even go to a movie theater without it making me feel physically sick that I realized things were becoming worse. Although it shouldn't come as a surprise, it makes things so much more difficult when people choose to be so ignorant about it.
Yes my thoughts exactly People are so ignorant and don't even want to try and learn what we are dealing with.
I can totally relate...
It's like a curse so to speak as it's one aspect of mental illness you can't truly explain.
I'm in the same situation. No car no job have a disability check but my health is failing and will probably end up in the homeless shelter soon with no prospect of securing housing due to a criminal record.
I'm basically just squatting in my moms trailer thinking about how all my friends got married and are successful, while I'm proud to wash my hair.
How did life get this way?
I'm basically just squatting in my moms trailer thinking about how all my friends got married and are successful, while I'm proud to wash my hair.
How did life get this way?
not-2-b-the-answer
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- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,791
Over time I have become more agoraphobic. I hate going outdoors. I hate going for groceries. Especially during the holidays. Crowds are the worst.
Also anyone can be filming you with their phone. God forbid something stupid happens and they post it online.
They don't even need your permission.
Just what I need.... To be humiliated on a global level. 
Also anyone can be filming you with their phone. God forbid something stupid happens and they post it online.
They don't even need your permission.
Just what I need.... To be humiliated on a global level. 
Oguzok
forever young...i want to be forever young
- Nov 24, 2023
- 46
Its so awful when your mental illnesses combines with fear of people and outside world in general. Like, you know you need help, you know and maybe even want to get it but just completely shitting to do so because you need to leave your room...
Very similar situation here. It truly is as bad as it can get How did my life spiral tis far out of control. I know the mental illnesses have destroyed me, but WOW did I ever feel like I'm just waiting to be executed. I'm tired of being on death row, and just want to end it all now
wow, very well said. Also how I feel.
Hotel
Hotel
- Jul 29, 2024
- 31
I was diagnosed with this a few weeks ago but i don't really understand it all too well. I just know that I can't get on public transport and go onto a public street etc without freaking out, I also barely leave the house.
opheliaoveragain
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- Jun 2, 2024
- 2,142
Can def relate to this, I still try to force myself out so I don't go over the deep end. Shit is not easy and I completely understand why people feel the way they do.
holdmyhand
ignorance is bliss
- May 13, 2024
- 11
I'm in the same situation here, agoraphobia is truly hell. All I can feel now is some form of anger and jealousy towards everyone else, how come they can get to live life to their fullest whilst I rot in my room?
