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WhyMe123

WhyMe123

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I'm just curious to see if of all members, there's someone on here from my region.
 
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jbleakness

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Ottawa here.
 
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Exhausted546

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Quebec MontrƩal here. If only there was a way to get a fire arm here, the risk of fucking up would disappear
 
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jbleakness

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3 days left for me. Gonna use the woods nearby and hang myself.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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That sucks...
More than normal
Another cute girl close to me is gonna kill herself
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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3 days left for me. Gonna use the woods nearby and hang myself.
Do you go in carrying something to hang yourself with? The woods next to my place are too dense to walk through and turned into a semi swamp since the snow melted.

My trees of choice's are on the outskirts of these woods with the most ideal tree being on 15 meters away from someone's courtyard, one look in their courtyard they'd see me immediately. That's problematic

There's playgrounds that would be very easy to hang from but that's morbid + there could always be ppl walking by aside at 3-4 am.

Been trying to find a solution, not actively enough tho apparently
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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Do you go in carrying something to hang yourself with? The woods next to my place are too dense to walk through and turned into a semi swamp since the snow melted.

My trees of choice's are on the outskirts of these woods with the most ideal tree being on 15 meters away from someone's courtyard, one look in their courtyard they'd see me immediately. That's problematic

There's playgrounds that would be very easy to hang from but that's morbid + there could always be ppl walking by aside at 3-4 am.

Been trying to find a solution, not actively enough tho apparently
Playgrounds are romantic, not morbid. Especially the swings

If youre in ottawa have you considered hanging yourself from a government building?

Since its societys fault youre here anyway
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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Playgrounds are romantic, not morbid. Especially the swings

If youre in ottawa have you considered hanging yourself from a government building?

Since its societys fault youre here anyway
I mean it sucks for kids, gives a bad taste to the playground
 
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3 days left for me. Gonna use the woods nearby and hang myself.
I thought about doing woods. If I were to do it in the woods I would buy a tent and write a big note saying "WARNING: do not open tent. there is a deceased person inside. call the proper authorities." so other people don't see you and get traumatized.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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I mean it sucks for kids, gives a bad taste to the playground
Youd be surprised. Some of em would probly enjoy poking your corpse with sticks and playing doctor
I thought about doing woods. If I were to do it in the woods I would buy a tent and write a big note saying "WARNING: do not open tent. there is a deceased person inside. call the proper authorities." so other people don't see you and get traumatized.
Am i the only one who wants to make a big public scene?

Is no one else resentful of the circumstances that brought you all here?

Of those bystanders that just stood by smiling while you rotted away in your head?

Dont forget, life is a zero sum game. For others to be successful you have to fail. For others to win you have to lose

Even if they didnt harm you directly if the government helps them and not you then that is resources not being spent to help you

No one is innocent

Hell if i could. Id hijack the missile defense system and blow up the whole fucking world

Erase all of existence

Thats what youre all doing right? Since killing yourself is practically the same thing
 
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hmnow

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I'm just curious to see if of all members, there's someone on here from my region.
I'm from Ontario
Maybe Ottawa types should have a joint conversation about what is possible
 
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WhyMe123

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May 22, 2026
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I thought about doing woods. If I were to do it in the woods I would buy a tent and write a big note saying "WARNING: do not open tent. there is a deceased person inside. call the proper authorities." so other people don't see you and get traumatized.
I'm thinking to do this too with SN.
I don't want my body discovered by my dad first.
Do you go in carrying something to hang yourself with? The woods next to my place are too dense to walk through and turned into a semi swamp since the snow melted.

My trees of choice's are on the outskirts of these woods with the most ideal tree being on 15 meters away from someone's courtyard, one look in their courtyard they'd see me immediately. That's problematic

There's playgrounds that would be very easy to hang from but that's morbid + there could always be ppl walking by aside at 3-4 am.

Been trying to find a solution, not actively enough tho apparently
Not a playground come on…
Horrifying kids & parents is not the way.

I think one of my top considerations for CTB is how my body is discovered.

I'm planning on doing it in a tent in a park, away from the higher traffic areas.
Then having a scheduled email sent to a friend for the next day, who would then notify police.

But I guess for some people, if you're planning on dying, then you might not give a shit about anything or anyone else.
I'm from Ontario
Maybe Ottawa types should have a joint conversation about what is possible

Unfortunately, I don't think anything is possible, and that would be against the rules for this site for assisting someone in CTBing.

I guess I just made this thread because I've been feeling very lonely and had a thought that maybe some company would feel better but I don't think that the execution of it would be as nice as the fantasy.

Appreciate everyone's replies šŸ«¶šŸ¼
 
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