Discussion Anyone feel cold and distant from those they love?

[noctiva]

I think for me it's the opposite, I reach out and ask for help and support, and everyone turns away.
The end result is the same though: I'm completely alone and isolated, but it's a not a choice I make to detach myself to ctb. It's more that everyone detaches from me which drives me towards ctb because I don't belong anywhere anymore, I am lonely, isolated, lost and in need of help. I try to connect, but others detach.
I scream for help and no one hears or sees me anymore, yet I keep screaming. Once I have learned my lesson, I will be able to end it.