Anyone else worried they won’t end up dying by their own hand?

[Volatile]

personally, now that my heart is set on ctb, I can't imagine dying randomly due to car accident, illness, etc.

Due to an chronic illness I have, I'm always at risk of getting food or liquid into my lungs when I swallow which would then lead to aspirational pneumonia. I don't want to die feeling ill.

 

[BurningLights]

I find that a bit strange to be honest, death is death at the end of the day, personally I wish I didn't have to CTB. I'd rather catch something, or have airplane engine fall onto my place and crush me in my sleep. If I got something, anything that meant I was gonna die, I would be relieved. Less pressure on myself I guess!

 

[Volatile]

I find that a bit strange to be honest, death is death at the end of the day, personally I wish I didn't have to CTB. I'd rather catch something, or have airplane engine fall onto my place and crush me in my sleep. If I got something, anything that meant I was gonna die, I would be relieved. Less pressure on myself I guess!

I fear lack of control in life. It carries over to death

 

[Tiburcio]

I fear lack of control in life. It carries over to death

Life itself is lack of control.

 

[Decker]

I find that a bit strange to be honest, death is death at the end of the day, personally I wish I didn't have to CTB. I'd rather catch something, or have airplane engine fall onto my place and crush me in my sleep. If I got something, anything that meant I was gonna die, I would be relieved. Less pressure on myself I guess!

Lol me too! Are you kidding? That would be the answer to all my prayers. It would be a lot easier for my kids to handle as well.

 

[BurningLights]

Lol me too! Are you kidding? That would be the answer to all my prayers. It would be a lot easier for my kids to handle as well.

Definitely man! I pray for it every night.

 

[BurningLights]

Life itself is lack of control.

Yep, if we had control then we wouldn't be in this mess. To think we have control is delusional.